it's tyme for update again :D i know it's super monotonous with words all the tyme, this tyme, it's a lil special

friday was prawning session ! totally impromptu d= met up with honey and his friend along with a lady (his ma zi of course, gf). a stretch of 3 hours battle began! initially it was really awful -.- as though we were being cursed. nothing for the first hour. kudos to the shifting of place ! higher platform, better sight and air d= just a blink of eyes one prawn after another (: hooked up. HOORAYS ! im so proud of honey. total catch = 10 prawns. cooked it /: the salt totally spoilt it, tsk. but im so happy to see it :D ahahahaha. mcdonald breakfast before home sweet home. had so much fun there~ we were damn exhausted that we laid down flat, dead asleep. one word - SHIOK

planned for zoo trip, but we changed our mind but to shop at Orchard Ion instead. dint manage to try out the taste of 'fishy' that em was raving about in office. i shall try it next tyme! honey had his retail theapy while im satisfied to just shop around (:

national day. a day to rest at home ! caught up with my beauty sleep, had rounds and rounds of diarrhea -.- mopped and tidied my room. yay :D this year's NDP was ultra meaningful. congrats honey ! you overcome this hurdle finally


monday was movie session and retail therapy session for me! happy purchases (: EVERYBODY, I URGE YOUR TO WATCH UP 3D. it's freaking hilarious. 4.75 cookies out of 5 babeh! im laughing non-stop. i love that grumpy old man, mr fredrickson. omg! annd, it's very touching how the old man and old granny loved each other. simple and contented (: honey shared some similarities with mr fredrickson. gigglessss! i would daree rank UP 3D as the best and top the list of all cartoons i have watched this lifetyme :D i love it this much!

i love how honey cuddle me to sleep, i know it's 1121090492 tymes since i said it. it's really comforting, securing + warmth! i love holding his hands, especially squeezing his fingers and when he squeezed mine back I would shrieked :@ LOL! he's getting better with arranging dates (: more sincere and thoughtful. he's getting more attentive about my mood/expression, like when im really angry or if im faking to be angry

ahahaha! it's tymes like this, when you see how a relationship takes flight for a better, healthier, happier stage. active love cells can only creates the wondrous of bringing a couple together. inevitably, when both of them encountered hurdles, it boils down to how two tackle it. how can each party eventually accept the other's flaws completely. how can a couple compromise and complement each other willingly without any grumbles/bad feeling. we are not that holistic yet, learning still LOL! >.< i wouldn’t deny the fact how much we want to tear each other apart when we quarrelled. anddd usually, it takes a long tyme for the destruction to fade off and back to the lovey-dovery stage again. how couples can date for yearssssssss (like mr fredrickson and wifey!) while some break up and search for other bf/gf easily in search of what they exclaimed: to find a better one. furthermore, I always believe in this – what’s meant to be will be (: only god comprehends this statement the way I perceive it. ask me if you want to know the hidden meaning ! right now, it’s really blissful (: thank you veryyy the much ah! LOL

guess im only -living- during weekend. the rest of the day im just robot getting by the days, waiting for tyme to tick away. that's not who i want to be ! im passionate and enthusiastic. now, im even clearer of what i want to achieve. watch me as i soar

suffering from resentment flu -.- i have got to rant and rave here before I channel out my anger to the wrong avenue.

every single thing there’s something to say. cant seems to comprehend why there’s such a category of person who simply love to make other’s life difficult.

issue one: i had a meeting yesterday. reached on tyme to see that PERSON to be happily, dilly dally filling water to the bottle -.- talking about importance and priority of job, good job (total sarcasm, nods). no one was there to help out /= dutifully set up laptops, arrange everything neatly and bring whatever materials that’s needed to the conference room – all by myself. these are simple tasks which relatively I find it alright to handle it myself than troubling others – I value self-efficiency for those who know and work with me before. im totally fine with it (: too many can be cumbersome as well. NONETHELESS, im appalled. There’s another meeting panel today chaired by other colleague/s, it required to set up like what I have done the day before. Out of goodwill, I have already uploaded what’s necessary for them in the laptops yesterday. as I walked past the room, I have seen 3 personnel setting up and more or less ready, so I proceed to my work-desk with aim to clear urgent matters on hand. who knows that PERSON walked by with that causal remark of: maybe you would like to just help out when there’s meeting next time, it’ll speed things up a little. my instant reaction was just to nod rather than having a rebuttal (it’s pointless to react), but I felt so (!?!?!?!?!)


get what I meant ? this whole scenario portrays double standard. no one volunteer to help on the first day, but we need so many manpower on the second day. crazy

issue two: whenever that PERSON checked with how I progress with my workload, that PERSON will have to verbalize my whole thoughts again with a authorizing tone (!?!?!?!). I find it hilarious, yet annoying at the same time. simply find it ridiculous to instruct someone what to do based on what your subordinate has translate to you /= (again, a boss with no leadership)

issue three: respect the fact that individual’s perception varies. take it or leave it

there’s many other more, but I find that what’s mentioned above trigger my nerves to explode

okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, take in a deep breathe of fresh air! *pop a happy pill down (: smile. everything will be fine. worst come to worst, I have good my back-up plan ready ! ahahaha, it’s always good to be futuristic ;D

on a brighter note, i went supper with my bf on Friday’s night at ECP. woots! love that stingray which im craving for now (: it’s tender and the spice was just right. proceeeded to chill at coffeebean, then home sweet home.

I lived for the very moment in my life on Saturday. for the first tyme, I experienced such wondrous feeling. as though nothing else matters. im easily touched (:

overall, im on roller coaster ! anyone wants to hitch a ride ? AHAHAHA

ohyea, I miss poly life >.<