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caiyuting
o3.o1.1989

I'm very unpredictable and random. Contradicting? Yes. I believe in balancing all aspects of life with equality, only then, you are a truly happy person. Retail therapies and gossips with gfs, food-hunt and hanky-panky with bf are my favourite activities. I set goals and achieve what I desire in life, definitely not those dreamy chicks down the lane. Most importantly, I have my sets of life philosophies which formulate who I am today (:

Emotions are upfront, never pretendious (: good or bad, it's not up to you to judge.


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Saturday, November 20, 2010


nearly a year since I returned to this tiny spot. an area where I used to pour my heart and soul, a place where I loved to store my memories. nonetheless, I'm not regretful for not reporting faithfully due to my absence. one way or the other, I have channelled my emotions elsewhere instead of verbal vomit in the cyble world.


yet at this moment, I decided to create an entry. possibly the reason that I'm comfortable to communicate here rather than to the others about what's kept in my mind all this while. need to empty the space for more to be filled :D


this year, there are plenty of ups and downs. nothing new about rollercoaster life, just that im pretty much at the bottoms most of the time! there's a fair share of balance though. for instance, I've seen through the crap side of Person A and I've gained the support of Person B. smooth sailing in life is definitely not possible because of the classic saying that goes: you win some, you lose some. friends, lovelife, kinship, academics all contributed to my worrying concerns. basically, everyone is greedy. greed is the cause of all troubles, not that I'm saying that's primarily the reason! ahaha. simply to say, we are never satisfied with what that's available to us. we want more. we demand more. and these accumulated to my frustrations for the result of overwhelming expectations from them


experienced obstacles that really mould my personality and character to a higher level of maturity. I find it adsolutely ridiculous when someone attempts so hard to argue their way. what's the point. is it really so glorious to win an overheated conversation, I ponder. personally dread it to the core and I'd jolly well excuse myself from such circumstance/s at all cost. I'm appreciative of sincerity and harmony. and im so glad some of my friends belong to this category! I count my blessings and cherish it very much (=


it's a shortcoming for those who don't plan ahead of time while anticipation of future can be really exhausting if you tried to vision so far ahead. what I'm referring to is; we have no abilities to make accurate predictions. however, we hold the capabilities to provide a worthy lifetime as desired.


in a nutshell, im pretty immune to what’s happening around. a mental booster would be awesome! concurrently, I’d like to reformulate my short and long run goals again. super hyped up for a kickstart of brand new year. just in time to orientate myself :D well, let’s wait for the next random entry again!

Smile always | 10:14 AM

Tuesday, January 05, 2010




im feeling guilty for behaving like this. i shouldnt be taking notice of _.

i need tyme to recuperate and sort out my thoughts. return to my usual self soon prease

Smile always | 8:06 AM

Monday, January 04, 2010




four days after entering to a brand new year - 2010.

first of all, im still feeling pretty much in the year of 2009. secondly, it has not been oh-so-fantastic for me, even if it's only just a few days. im not a believer for setting new year resolutions (: instead, i smirk at whoever that sets it. i mean why bother to create changes and hope for a twist only during such tyme. really, it makes no sense. everyday is a new beginning ! shrugs

accusation, failure of judgement and ugly acts of mankind - totally irksome

i need someone to talk to, seriously.

Smile always | 8:27 PM

Thursday, December 17, 2009




after a long hiatus, it's gona be an update by random sequence

met up with linda wu for kbox. certainly, we had truckload of fun. mixture of chinese, english, canto - be it latest hits or oldies, solo or duet. let's have another session soon alright. let's sing our lungs out til it closes and enjoy chilly night breeze as we chit chat til sun rises. just remembered that i still owe this girl those photos we took then! oppps

another catch up session with yixian. we filled our stomach with finger-lickin' aston and awesome conversation. i love how our frequency always stay in pace. despite how irregular we meet up, the bonding and friendship remains (: im so delighted when she updated me her result. welcome your brand new life fervently ! stop acting like you are so old, ahaha!

pre-xmas gathering next tuesday with former colleagues! love them deep deep. it's gona be another smashing fun. ahaha. planning to meet up with primary school classmates soon. it's been a pretty long tyme too!

work has been pretty stable and good. counting down to final days (:

im feeling aloof about certain issues already. because i dread how they messed it up and handled it inappropriately. probably it accounts how it escalated to current state. i have no tyme for frivolous activities. please dont drain what's between us further

im letting things go. what meant to be yours, will return inevitably (: three cheers to that


Smile always | 8:37 AM

Sunday, November 22, 2009




lousy pick-up line -.- let's pray i hope see that fella again

brilliant idea to hangout on a friday night. it wasnt easy to stay at home without letting my imagination to rule my mind. a tinge of slight disappointment with my dinner. the oh-so-awesome mushroom sauce tasted different from my previous visits

bbdc practical lesson on saturday ! it turns off my mood to drive just by the thought of getting down to bbdc. it's freaking inaccessible for me. nonetheless, i enjoyed my session pretty much on this day. learnt new driving skills. my instructor is awesome (: thanks god for such arrangement ! or else, i'd have given up on driving (after the horrible encounter). cant wait to get my licence :D

it's mini clique meeting session - mahjong and steamboat ! enjoyed myself after making fun of leck ...... PEOPLE, HER JIN ZHEN GU CANT BE EATEN ! take note hor. nice tom yam soup base. thanks lifen :D had to leave early. im warrant by my dad

wanted to play bowling with honey. but we ended up playing pool instead. i want to become a pro !!

im wondering which hotel/resort to book at phuket ! >.<>

Smile always | 10:59 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009




flying off to Phuket during Feb (: hoorays! airtickets checked. hotel and resort pending, itinery on the way

im still stuck at this lil space of mine. wonder when will i really tender d= peak period for main project. just hope to slack here and there when possible. my mind cant settle down for work these days

probably due to external factors ... im pretty much traumatized with some issues lingering on. working hard to calm my emotion before it gets out of control

oh yea. i need some retail therapy really badly. itch to get new clothings :D

in addition, updates on my driving pract. it's progressing really well. got some bad habit/s and careless-ness along the way, thank god for arranging such an excellent instructor to me. im now at stage 3 (: can book for TP soon. yes, can get before CNY. three cheers~

anyway, it was a great meet up session with yixian on saturday. finger-lickin' good Popeye @ The Flyers. long hours of chat (: inspirations, dreams and memories


Smile always | 9:34 PM

Sunday, November 08, 2009




another great week @ work (: with plentiful of laughters to go along~ not long after, it's da weekend which spells fun !

bought my dad's present while shopping at orchard with honey. woots, xmas decor is up ! somehow im grumpy that night -.- but everything turned out alright. lol, probably pmsy ! met up with linda wu hui min (: finally. awesome steak, fabulous ben-and-jerry (strawberry-kiwi sorbet) and comedy movie to go along. bought a gemstone ring as well, yay

dad was busy during the weekend ): so he couldnt make it in tyme for dinner. it's okie! there's always next tyme (:

im having my favourite bubble tea. along with coffeebean's cakes - brownie, tiramisu and thousand leaves, yummy ! heavenly~

im not interested about

Smile always | 11:07 PM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009




greatest surprise in my life. least expect that my dearest honey will amaze me in this way (:

spare those details about what happened that day. the ultimate bottomline is, you appeared infront of me and im totally exhilarated. the thought of it still makes me smile :D thanks for spending precious tyme with me ! deeeeeeeply appreciated. andd i love spending tyme with this special one (: be it indoor (watching tv/southpark, playing PS3 or MJ) or outdoor (movie, food-hunt, shopping), it's always so pleasurable

im really turned off with gossips and grumbles. frankly speaking, it only builds up negativity and destruction of relationship. so what's the point ? stop being so low class

anyway ! im enjoying my days in office, so much laughters and joy. ahaha! guessed my diet aint regular and unbalance ): thats why im putting on weight. im going back to my healthy food guide and gym workout LOL

update again really soon !

Smile always | 7:03 AM

Monday, October 26, 2009




once again - awesome weekend ! ahahaha

it was last minute attempt to gather MJ khakis. the last player was only settled few hours prior to our meeting x= good job! new friend - yiling. apparently, there's some connection here and there (: good impression of her. unsure how she thinks about me though, LOL !! it's really one of the most hilarious and historical moment ever. a rare chance to witness leck going bankrupt, desperately attempt to recoup. raymond's totally a sissy -.- first round only he won big tyme. yiling has got lady luck with her too

private session with lecky. ahahaha! after so long (: some random topics. we were pissed off, totally. the bus driver ain't professional at all - shaky ride, lousy braking technique. reached honey's place to slack awhile :D off we went for supper at ECP ! shiokness. it's finger licking gooooooood. love the seafood there

after supper, we went mustafa and geylang. love going to random places like that (: just holding hands, shop around and chatting. reached home around 4 plus in the morning ! shagged

woke up, showered, prepared, gamed. there aint any food ): im starved. and when i told honey im hungry, he looked at me -.- saying, why are you always hungry. thanks ! and stop saying im daiiiiiiii, im not !

tried out thaiexpress for the first tyme in my life! not too bad (: but i wont patronize it frequent. maybe once in a blue mooooooon. we went for a spin again. visiting random places :D final destination was at holland village. in love with the ambience there ! would definitely love to go back there for a chill out session


Smile always | 4:08 AM

Friday, October 23, 2009




im totally addicted to 康熙來了:D


Smile always | 12:49 AM

Sunday, October 18, 2009




ultra sick -.- couldnt take it anymore on tuesday. therefore, made decision to consult doctor. kind doctore ! she gave me two days mc (: sufficient rest. however, the condition dint get any better. in the middle of the night, i will wake up with itchy and hurtful throat. needa sip hot chrysanthemum tea to soothe it. then here comes outbreak of pimples again /= roar ! luckily it subside/improve already

butttttttttttttttttttttt ..... im still having sexay voice. AHAHAHA! the whole office is teasing me with that manly voice. thanks ~

driving practical :D omgszx. totally love my instructor ! im so confident at driving now. learnt so many valuable techniques and concepts from him. these days, i'll also update honey about my progess. ahahaha. it's soooooooooooo fun. cant wait to chiong but there aint any slot/s released~ my next session is on Nov ): my neck gona be like a giraffe. three cheers for mr tan :D im gona write in with a compliment feedback for him. ahaha

it's a long weekend ! monday = offffffff day too :D SHIOK

slacked on saturday daytime LOLOLOL!! because my honey claimed that we have got plenty of tyme and i can jolly well take my tyme to prep. sooooooo, dilly dally till 3plus when he said im way too slow x= finally met up for a simple dinner and home sweet home ! we challenged PS3 Dragon Ball -.- as usual, im defeated. ahahaha! only managed to win one round - tyco

we went for supper late night ! it's really crap how we 'argued' about the distance and tyme taken to reach there. ahahaha! he even timed it /= it dint tasted as fabulous as the previous two rounds i ordered

home sweet home. he's playing with his fifa 10 and i dozed off while being his audience

woke up with a mission !!! to pack up his room. so proud of myself LOL! this tyme round, he has got more involvement (: he wiped those areas which i cant reach, carried pail for me etc. good job ! keep it up~ ahahaha. our goal is to get rid of that table :D we will do it, we can do it. huat ah!

had kfc as brunch on a sunday /= halfway through i felt disgusted with it. shopped around at Bugis (: he bought a pretty cute tees LOL. cartoon-ish. supposed to head home but we went marina barrage. quite an experience to see how it exactly look like, not how i picture it to be. ahaha. pretty educational trip (: thanks honey for bringing me there! shall we fly kite there ? :DD

awesome weekend.

Smile always | 11:34 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009




typical weekday goes like this: work and laughter in the office, reach home for a bite and teasing with siblings, tv/online at night, sleep! whereas typical weekend would be with family/bf (:


that's already the brief summary for last week. that's all, bye!


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LOL!


random entry again, i'll blog whatever that i think of - not in sequence of course !


mid-autumn day, was also my mum's birthday. YUMMY. we had three different cooking styles of crabs. black pepper, curry-chilli and steam spring onions. mantous, and many other other foooooood. really fresh and tasty :D i want more! then cake session, my brother bought cheesecake. aftermath, kids gone down for candles and lantern fun


caught a movie with honey, woohoo. kinky LOL! am i really that good? yes, i am. was havin' a hard tyme trying to sleep /= he can felt my HOT HOT HOT temperature. but he dint really bother to get me pill or water. so lovable, as usual ! LOL


went out late, after much dilly dally on his parts. it's true you know. we went to his relative's place! it's funny when i see those kids attacking him and call him pi-wang (fart-king) -.- so hyperactive and illusionary. they will sit on the bolster and pretend that it's flying, asking you to put on seat belt for safety. thennnn, it's mahjong session ! was so shocked for the first round, super nice tiles LOL! only managed to play a few rounds peacefully. someone itched for mahjong /= soooo i let him took over. his tiles -.- all so cui, but he very tyco all the tyme. people will just throw it out. omg ! overall, im happy :D because i know more new friends (both big and small, lol) and had a mini round of mahjong


driving session on Tuesday was awesome. totally in love with that instructor (: he light up the sparks in me. woohooooooooooo ~ im eggcited for the upcoming session already. CHIONG !!


im craving for kuey chap and bubble tea (: tml's lunch. andddddddd, i shall pamper myself with mask therapy tonight ! muacks
*im puzzled. a part of me no longer feel like being part of them anymore

Smile always | 11:22 AM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009




cherish AHAHA! it's my honeymoon period now at work :D next week gona be havoc again. september just zooooooooomed all the way, great. same for the rest of Oct/Nov/Dec prease ! so for now, im enjoying as much as I can before the next lap

im having bad hair day almost EVERYDAY. hooorays! im turning blind eyes already. the fringe is much better, but the texture of my hair = CUI

coming Oct, i'll be chionging my driving practical. let's pray that i'll start the momentum going on strong and steadily, get my licence in the shortest time frame possible! HUAT AH

i know im being super random in this blog entry /shrugs. random is my middle name. and i love being random AHAHAHA

i want to watch Ugly Truth ! i want to eat salmon sashimi/scallops/sushisssss ! i want to go kbox !

had enough of retail therapy. opening my wardrobe is a dread now /= too many new clothes waiting for me to put on. now i need more belts and shoes :D ahahaha. andddddddddd, a decent wallet that will stick with me for the next 10 years LOL. handphone: blackberry / omnia II / iphone ? im still comtemplating ): which onee !

im gona sneak off later LOL x= shhhhhhhh

Smile always | 1:33 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009




horrid outbreak coupled with incredibile-and-overly-commercialised skincare product = inflammatory and MC

so it's a day off and a rest day for me on Friday ! thanks to my sister for driving me all the way to the east to get treatment (: after so many years, finally i went out bare face. LOL. those medicines - cleanser, cream lotion, pills are really effective. let's hope the whole treatment will turn out workable once and for all ~

my elder brother is a dangerous driver, please keep a distance away from him ! thanks for sending me to my bf's place though. ahaha. cuddled to sleep. until his right half of the body went numb AHAHA!

dilly dally here and there as usual, we went for our weekend date. omg, my second attempt to watch such chim movie. almost dozed off. cant compare with the one i watched with lecky and clique LOL! thats da worst ever x= halfway through, kaixin texted me regarding two free tickets to JBP (:

sooooooo, its family day on sunday. hanged around at JBP and WCP :D omg, JBP is really a bird place -.- nothing much to see! bf said the show was much interactive than zoo. penguins are cuteeeeeeeee! had much fun at WCP, played like kids. sweat it out and get giddy !

oh. it's da first tyme i experienced honey driving a car LOL. he's better as a motorcyclist than car driver manszx. witness and count the umpteen tymes he yawns, you will understand that fully !

back to work again ! im always thinking when am i gona leave AHAHAHA. but it's gona be the 5th month here already. good job babeh!

i can see that im heading for more fun sooon. there's so many activities i wana do, with so lil tyme >.<>

Smile always | 1:37 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009




woohoo! went to pets' farm on saturday (: pleasant trip and out of bustling urban life for a moment. cute white ducklings, lil kids feeding lazy bunnies carrots and etc. went to ikea for random shopping. grab some food as dinner, home-sweet-home thereafter !

comex fair was so crowded. wasn't feeling well /= cant even walk straight. there's few tyme when im about to puke or fall off

over the weekend, i ate food that's over-rated. plate of wanton noodle, arnolds chicken, etc !

work has been pretty good :D progressing smoothly for the project, which made me really elated about my performance. hope the rest of this month can proceed positively like this ! three cheers

HOHOHO. and and, my in-charge will be away majority of the tyme within these three months. meaning i'll have more slack tyme LOL x= anyway, im really interested to sign up for cooking class, language courses and fitness package ): no tyme. my main priority shall be my driving license. STOP PROCRASTINATING ! ahahaha d=

on the flip side, im feeling slightly downhearted. i dint want to put up a rebuttal session through smses as it will only accumulate to more misunderstanding and unnecessary unhappiness. that's why, i took a step back to compromise and not probe further

to friends that contact me via sms, i must apologise sincerely if i dint reply to you timely. there's two reasons - the message is received after several hours later from the original tyme sent OR i dint receive at all. same for phone calls; it'll says that the phone is switched off even if it's not

i dint want to hastily get a phone for the sake of getting one. people who know me really well will understand that i will only get what i like and what's best for me. apparently, there's no handphone that appeal to me /= so, tell me. what to do ? shrugs

firstly, i'll need to seek everyone kind understanding and empathy. as much as i'd like to minimize such situation, there's really lil thing that i can do to such technical faulty. i'd appreciate kind gestures instead of passing sarcastic remarks, really. i'll help to improve/settle the problem by getting a new phone asap. if need be, i'll just buy for the sake of buying ):

once again, i have lowered my expectation. it is really irresponsible to state - if so, let it be. it's as good as saying; nothing can be done to salvage. (???) im puzzled. everything that happens, has got a cause-and-effect. what is it that cant be solved /= or cant be bothered ?

this issue wasnt dealt with appropriately which explain how it escalated to such ugly scene today. never expect my understanding level to be in tip-top condition all the tyme. im just like any plain jane who needs to re-charge once in a blue moon. all i need is some words of comfort and warmth

never use harsh words on me. yes, i'll be affected or even upset. but it reflects even more negative on you when you fail to comprehend how others may feel

at the end of the day, it's not about reasoning who is right or wrong to win the battle. if you feel happier this way, then good for you. it's about reaching a mutual understanding about the whole incident, strengthen the relationship, avoid/improve the situation in future and move on. a win-win platform for both (:


Smile always | 8:01 PM

Sunday, September 06, 2009




wild friday. in any case, i would always march on and welcome a brand new day happily. dont dread ! was out with lina and mona to jp for some fresh air (: then sneak back. ahahaha! im still afraid for the upcoming events -.- hopefully chris can help me along the way /fingers-crossed !


like usual days, i was waiting for honey's text/call. my cellphone buzzed at 10.12 p.m. at night. happily answered, chit-chatin' etc. he asked me to guess his location. after my several wrong attempts, he told me he was downstair OMG! so amazingly surprised :D i warned him not to joke because it's not funny if i dont see him downstair. andddddd true indeed, he's there waving to me


he came up while i prepared a lil, as im veryyyyyyy sloppily-dressed x= he came over to hear me out what happened at work (: slack and off we hangout at mac for some supper bites ! (NO WONDER FAT! every weekend supper and sleep, good life) ohhh, he tried to piggy-back me along the passageway. gained weight ): we found it so hilarious with the 'couple' outside. ahahaha! continued to have random chats at night as we cuddled (: really relax and light-hearted. randomly i asked him why he came to visit me. his response: because you upset today what. something along that line! felt bliss instantly ! thats how couple supports each other. just like this:


AHAHAHAHA! okie, i know a lil off track x=

simple dating routine on saturday (: woke up, showered, brunch at Ding Tai Feng, shopping at town, went to check out Colgate roadshow (so paiseh yet interesting at the same tyme LOL), had dinner at Astons, he tried Wagyu Ribeye, went for OSIM roadshow and home sweet home!

thanks honey. this weekend was simply awesome - two thumbs up ! i'll be a good girl for the whole month >.<>

Smile always | 3:50 AM

Monday, August 31, 2009




second post of the day ! d= some random updates

work's pretty fine. working at comfortable pace with slacks during the interval. will be able to clear msc scopes by tml and a brand new start by wednesday, hoorays !

elder brother just enquired about my uni school terms and fees. he asked for my bank account, which im pretty puzzled. he clarified that he will sponsors, therefore he needs to transfer the fund over LOL. i saidd that, dad's paying for it already ! find it amusing somehow, ahaha. sooooooooo, elder brother gona buy me a car instead. definitely trying to get licence before my 21st birthday, woohooo :D then i shall have that as my birthday present AHAHAHA

im thankful for having dad and elder bro's support ! they have got good foresight, im good investment /giggles

Smile always | 7:44 PM




feeling never wavers. faith never falters
:D

dont really recall what I did at work last week ! pretty smooth and enjoying i guess (: met up with director for some dialouge session. im still pondering some issues, shall see how it goes ! andd, im eggcited. tml's sept, 3 more months to a brand new start ! WOOHOO

been having a craze of wahjong with tuck and leck. ahahaha! leck gona overtake my level soooooooon ): cannot. i must chiong secretly LOL. tuck said im addicted. anddd im not okie, merely trying to kill tyme

i'll never cab to hougang anymore unless of emergency -.- burnt of pocket. i can utilize that money in better way. in anyway, i have never like taking cab!

goooooooood body rub, wooohoo. went out for supper. someone is really contradicting these days~ first, that SOMEONE said im fat. so i dint want to eat food like rice/bread/potato /= apparently, SOMEONE suggested eating nasi lemak for supper -.- so how ? not helping at all. in the first place, supper is sinful ! the next day, we're supposed to eat brunch. i have indicated that i would like to go back to tampines for japanese food. hilarious loh! that SOMEONE opposed my idea /= then askkk me for what ?????????? AHAHAHAHA. three words: siao-ding-dong. this SOMEONE is none other than my bf. stupidddd. dint really hangout with him over the weekend though. nonetheless, the several hours that we spent were simple and happy enough!

flea market at haji lane. random and awesome :D as it served as another channel for us to shop ! dint bought anything though. really vintage items and was dreadful to dig for treasure/s under the bright hot sun with so many people squeezing. bought two items from a newly opened outlet (: im gona minimize my retail expenses. exceed spending for the month already !

im a 101% procrastinator sometimes LOL! i should be heading to gym regularly - but my legs drag me home automatically without fail. only when i feel the pinch of buying fitness package then i will be going down to the centre everyday, ahahaha. it's tyme to check out with my consultant already. felt guilty gaining weight and not exercising. annnnnnnnnd, i miss steam bath badly !

im having honeymoon period these two days. this month gona be crazy because of upcoming event @_@ god bless ! less mistakes, more praises please. ahahaha

random post >.<>

Smile always | 7:46 AM

Friday, August 28, 2009




right here, right now
im looking at you and my heart loves you
cos you mean everything


Smile always | 9:36 AM

Tuesday, August 18, 2009




im updating pretty frequently these days !
just to check, is my tagboard down ? LOL it seems to load page error all the tyme

anyway, im pretty enthusiastic to clear my workload today. it was progressing pretty positively til i received a call that something grave happened. talking about multi-tasking, it boils down to being particular about nitty gritty details we are dealing about. from this lesson, i gained the experience of being more careful with my work for the slightest issue/s. there shouldnt be any finger-pointing with regard to whose fault it may be. im glad that communication was upfront and was conducted much better. human nature to err. let's try to avoid silly mistakes by taking away that few seconds for better result (:

im smiling to myself at how much i have grown. not weight but wisdom -.-

no longer take it that personally when encountering hipcups at work. i have come to terms that some matters will take place inevitably, somehow. just have to learn from the mistake graciously, apologise and prove to others that you can be better. in the past, i would dread about any mistake/s at work for few days. being affected emotionally and etc. now, no more! because there's no point crying over spilled milk

it is critical for you to know when to let go and move on

anyway, im just weighing the pros and cons about several issues. im glad im still clear-headed about my vision. venturing to area which im familiar with would hit off better for me i supposed. however, there's tymes when i ponder that i can just perserve to see how far i can stretch. im not sure; tyme will tell (:

whatever my decision may be few months down the road; i just want my portfolio to be in tip-top condition (stable and passionate job) while i pursue my course of interest, achiving financial stability, keeping upbeat with market value and self-improvement

im thankful with that source of faith and positive attitude, couple with few friends who constantly root me on. someone earlier on just told me about 90/10, ahahaha! please go and rest if you are sick okie


Smile always | 3:53 AM