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2010-11-20T10:14:00.000-08:00

nearly a year since I returned to this tiny spot. an area where I used to pour my heart and soul, a place where I loved to store my memories. nonetheless, I'm not regretful for not reporting faithfully due to my absence. one way or the other, I have channelled my emotions elsewhere instead of verbal vomit in the cyble world.

yet at this moment, I decided to create an entry. possibly the reason that I'm comfortable to communicate here rather than to the others about what's kept in my mind all this while. need to empty the space for more to be filled :D

this year, there are plenty of ups and downs. nothing new about rollercoaster life, just that im pretty much at the bottoms most of the time! there's a fair share of balance though. for instance, I've seen through the crap side of Person A and I've gained the support of Person B. smooth sailing in life is definitely not possible because of the classic saying that goes: you win some, you lose some. friends, lovelife, kinship, academics all contributed to my worrying concerns. basically, everyone is greedy. greed is the cause of all troubles, not that I'm saying that's primarily the reason! ahaha. simply to say, we are never satisfied with what that's available to us. we want more. we demand more. and these accumulated to my frustrations for the result of overwhelming expectations from them

experienced obstacles that really mould my personality and character to a higher level of maturity. I find it adsolutely ridiculous when someone attempts so hard to argue their way. what's the point. is it really so glorious to win an overheated conversation, I ponder. personally dread it to the core and I'd jolly well excuse myself from such circumstance/s at all cost. I'm appreciative of sincerity and harmony. and im so glad some of my friends belong to this category! I count my blessings and cherish it very much (=

it's a shortcoming for those who don't plan ahead of time while anticipation of future can be really exhausting if you tried to vision so far ahead. what I'm referring to is; we have no abilities to make accurate predictions. however, we hold the capabilities to provide a worthy lifetime as desired.

in a nutshell, im pretty immune to what’s happening around. a mental booster would be awesome! concurrently, I’d like to reformulate my short and long run goals again. super hyped up for a kickstart of brand new year. just in time to orientate myself :D well, let’s wait for the next random entry again!

2010-01-05T08:06:00.000-08:00

im feeling guilty for behaving like this. i shouldnt be taking notice of _.

i need tyme to recuperate and sort out my thoughts. return to my usual self soon prease

2010-01-04T20:27:00.000-08:00

four days after entering to a brand new year - 2010.

first of all, im still feeling pretty much in the year of 2009. secondly, it has not been oh-so-fantastic for me, even if it's only just a few days. im not a believer for setting new year resolutions (: instead, i smirk at whoever that sets it. i mean why bother to create changes and hope for a twist only during such tyme. really, it makes no sense. everyday is a new beginning ! shrugs

accusation, failure of judgement and ugly acts of mankind - totally irksome

i need someone to talk to, seriously.

2009-12-17T08:37:00.000-08:00

after a long hiatus, it's gona be an update by random sequence

met up with linda wu for kbox. certainly, we had truckload of fun. mixture of chinese, english, canto - be it latest hits or oldies, solo or duet. let's have another session soon alright. let's sing our lungs out til it closes and enjoy chilly night breeze as we chit chat til sun rises. just remembered that i still owe this girl those photos we took then! oppps

another catch up session with yixian. we filled our stomach with finger-lickin' aston and awesome conversation. i love how our frequency always stay in pace. despite how irregular we meet up, the bonding and friendship remains (: im so delighted when she updated me her result. welcome your brand new life fervently ! stop acting like you are so old, ahaha!

pre-xmas gathering next tuesday with former colleagues! love them deep deep. it's gona be another smashing fun. ahaha. planning to meet up with primary school classmates soon. it's been a pretty long tyme too!

work has been pretty stable and good. counting down to final days (:

im feeling aloof about certain issues already. because i dread how they messed it up and handled it inappropriately. probably it accounts how it escalated to current state. i have no tyme for frivolous activities. please dont drain what's between us further

im letting things go. what meant to be yours, will return inevitably (: three cheers to that

2009-11-22T22:59:00.001-08:00

lousy pick-up line -.- let's pray i hope see that fella again

brilliant idea to hangout on a friday night. it wasnt easy to stay at home without letting my imagination to rule my mind. a tinge of slight disappointment with my dinner. the oh-so-awesome mushroom sauce tasted different from my previous visits

bbdc practical lesson on saturday ! it turns off my mood to drive just by the thought of getting down to bbdc. it's freaking inaccessible for me. nonetheless, i enjoyed my session pretty much on this day. learnt new driving skills. my instructor is awesome (: thanks god for such arrangement ! or else, i'd have given up on driving (after the horrible encounter). cant wait to get my licence :D

it's mini clique meeting session - mahjong and steamboat ! enjoyed myself after making fun of leck ...... PEOPLE, HER JIN ZHEN GU CANT BE EATEN ! take note hor. nice tom yam soup base. thanks lifen :D had to leave early. im warrant by my dad

wanted to play bowling with honey. but we ended up playing pool instead. i want to become a pro !!

im wondering which hotel/resort to book at phuket ! >.<>

2009-11-16T21:34:00.000-08:00

flying off to Phuket during Feb (: hoorays! airtickets checked. hotel and resort pending, itinery on the way

im still stuck at this lil space of mine. wonder when will i really tender d= peak period for main project. just hope to slack here and there when possible. my mind cant settle down for work these days

probably due to external factors ... im pretty much traumatized with some issues lingering on. working hard to calm my emotion before it gets out of control

oh yea. i need some retail therapy really badly. itch to get new clothings :D

in addition, updates on my driving pract. it's progressing really well. got some bad habit/s and careless-ness along the way, thank god for arranging such an excellent instructor to me. im now at stage 3 (: can book for TP soon. yes, can get before CNY. three cheers~

anyway, it was a great meet up session with yixian on saturday. finger-lickin' good Popeye @ The Flyers. long hours of chat (: inspirations, dreams and memories

2009-11-08T23:07:00.000-08:00

another great week @ work (: with plentiful of laughters to go along~ not long after, it's da weekend which spells fun !

bought my dad's present while shopping at orchard with honey. woots, xmas decor is up ! somehow im grumpy that night -.- but everything turned out alright. lol, probably pmsy ! met up with linda wu hui min (: finally. awesome steak, fabulous ben-and-jerry (strawberry-kiwi sorbet) and comedy movie to go along. bought a gemstone ring as well, yay

dad was busy during the weekend ): so he couldnt make it in tyme for dinner. it's okie! there's always next tyme (:

im having my favourite bubble tea. along with coffeebean's cakes - brownie, tiramisu and thousand leaves, yummy ! heavenly~

im not interested about

2009-11-04T07:03:00.000-08:00

greatest surprise in my life. least expect that my dearest honey will amaze me in this way (:

spare those details about what happened that day. the ultimate bottomline is, you appeared infront of me and im totally exhilarated. the thought of it still makes me smile :D thanks for spending precious tyme with me ! deeeeeeeply appreciated. andd i love spending tyme with this special one (: be it indoor (watching tv/southpark, playing PS3 or MJ) or outdoor (movie, food-hunt, shopping), it's always so pleasurable

im really turned off with gossips and grumbles. frankly speaking, it only builds up negativity and destruction of relationship. so what's the point ? stop being so low class

anyway ! im enjoying my days in office, so much laughters and joy. ahaha! guessed my diet aint regular and unbalance ): thats why im putting on weight. im going back to my healthy food guide and gym workout LOL

update again really soon !

2009-10-26T04:08:00.000-07:00

once again - awesome weekend ! ahahaha

it was last minute attempt to gather MJ khakis. the last player was only settled few hours prior to our meeting x= good job! new friend - yiling. apparently, there's some connection here and there (: good impression of her. unsure how she thinks about me though, LOL !! it's really one of the most hilarious and historical moment ever. a rare chance to witness leck going bankrupt, desperately attempt to recoup. raymond's totally a sissy -.- first round only he won big tyme. yiling has got lady luck with her too

private session with lecky. ahahaha! after so long (: some random topics. we were pissed off, totally. the bus driver ain't professional at all - shaky ride, lousy braking technique. reached honey's place to slack awhile :D off we went for supper at ECP ! shiokness. it's finger licking gooooooood. love the seafood there

after supper, we went mustafa and geylang. love going to random places like that (: just holding hands, shop around and chatting. reached home around 4 plus in the morning ! shagged

woke up, showered, prepared, gamed. there aint any food ): im starved. and when i told honey im hungry, he looked at me -.- saying, why are you always hungry. thanks ! and stop saying im daiiiiiiii, im not !

tried out thaiexpress for the first tyme in my life! not too bad (: but i wont patronize it frequent. maybe once in a blue mooooooon. we went for a spin again. visiting random places :D final destination was at holland village. in love with the ambience there ! would definitely love to go back there for a chill out session

2009-10-23T00:49:00.000-07:00

im totally addicted to 康熙來了:D

2009-10-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

ultra sick -.- couldnt take it anymore on tuesday. therefore, made decision to consult doctor. kind doctore ! she gave me two days mc (: sufficient rest. however, the condition dint get any better. in the middle of the night, i will wake up with itchy and hurtful throat. needa sip hot chrysanthemum tea to soothe it. then here comes outbreak of pimples again /= roar ! luckily it subside/improve already

butttttttttttttttttttttt ..... im still having sexay voice. AHAHAHA! the whole office is teasing me with that manly voice. thanks ~

driving practical :D omgszx. totally love my instructor ! im so confident at driving now. learnt so many valuable techniques and concepts from him. these days, i'll also update honey about my progess. ahahaha. it's soooooooooooo fun. cant wait to chiong but there aint any slot/s released~ my next session is on Nov ): my neck gona be like a giraffe. three cheers for mr tan :D im gona write in with a compliment feedback for him. ahaha

it's a long weekend ! monday = offffffff day too :D SHIOK

slacked on saturday daytime LOLOLOL!! because my honey claimed that we have got plenty of tyme and i can jolly well take my tyme to prep. sooooooo, dilly dally till 3plus when he said im way too slow x= finally met up for a simple dinner and home sweet home ! we challenged PS3 Dragon Ball -.- as usual, im defeated. ahahaha! only managed to win one round - tyco

we went for supper late night ! it's really crap how we 'argued' about the distance and tyme taken to reach there. ahahaha! he even timed it /= it dint tasted as fabulous as the previous two rounds i ordered

home sweet home. he's playing with his fifa 10 and i dozed off while being his audience

woke up with a mission !!! to pack up his room. so proud of myself LOL! this tyme round, he has got more involvement (: he wiped those areas which i cant reach, carried pail for me etc. good job ! keep it up~ ahahaha. our goal is to get rid of that table :D we will do it, we can do it. huat ah!

had kfc as brunch on a sunday /= halfway through i felt disgusted with it. shopped around at Bugis (: he bought a pretty cute tees LOL. cartoon-ish. supposed to head home but we went marina barrage. quite an experience to see how it exactly look like, not how i picture it to be. ahaha. pretty educational trip (: thanks honey for bringing me there! shall we fly kite there ? :DD

awesome weekend.

2009-10-07T11:22:00.000-07:00

typical weekday goes like this: work and laughter in the office, reach home for a bite and teasing with siblings, tv/online at night, sleep! whereas typical weekend would be with family/bf (:

that's already the brief summary for last week. that's all, bye!

LOL!

random entry again, i'll blog whatever that i think of - not in sequence of course !

mid-autumn day, was also my mum's birthday. YUMMY. we had three different cooking styles of crabs. black pepper, curry-chilli and steam spring onions. mantous, and many other other foooooood. really fresh and tasty :D i want more! then cake session, my brother bought cheesecake. aftermath, kids gone down for candles and lantern fun

caught a movie with honey, woohoo. kinky LOL! am i really that good? yes, i am. was havin' a hard tyme trying to sleep /= he can felt my HOT HOT HOT temperature. but he dint really bother to get me pill or water. so lovable, as usual ! LOL

went out late, after much dilly dally on his parts. it's true you know. we went to his relative's place! it's funny when i see those kids attacking him and call him pi-wang (fart-king) -.- so hyperactive and illusionary. they will sit on the bolster and pretend that it's flying, asking you to put on seat belt for safety. thennnn, it's mahjong session ! was so shocked for the first round, super nice tiles LOL! only managed to play a few rounds peacefully. someone itched for mahjong /= soooo i let him took over. his tiles -.- all so cui, but he very tyco all the tyme. people will just throw it out. omg ! overall, im happy :D because i know more new friends (both big and small, lol) and had a mini round of mahjong

driving session on Tuesday was awesome. totally in love with that instructor (: he light up the sparks in me. woohooooooooooo ~ im eggcited for the upcoming session already. CHIONG !!

im craving for kuey chap and bubble tea (: tml's lunch. andddddddd, i shall pamper myself with mask therapy tonight ! muacks

*im puzzled. a part of me no longer feel like being part of them anymore

2009-09-29T13:33:00.000-07:00

cherish AHAHA! it's my honeymoon period now at work :D next week gona be havoc again. september just zooooooooomed all the way, great. same for the rest of Oct/Nov/Dec prease ! so for now, im enjoying as much as I can before the next lap

im having bad hair day almost EVERYDAY. hooorays! im turning blind eyes already. the fringe is much better, but the texture of my hair = CUI

coming Oct, i'll be chionging my driving practical. let's pray that i'll start the momentum going on strong and steadily, get my licence in the shortest time frame possible! HUAT AH

i know im being super random in this blog entry /shrugs. random is my middle name. and i love being random AHAHAHA

i want to watch Ugly Truth ! i want to eat salmon sashimi/scallops/sushisssss ! i want to go kbox !

had enough of retail therapy. opening my wardrobe is a dread now /= too many new clothes waiting for me to put on. now i need more belts and shoes :D ahahaha. andddddddddd, a decent wallet that will stick with me for the next 10 years LOL. handphone: blackberry / omnia II / iphone ? im still comtemplating ): which onee !

im gona sneak off later LOL x= shhhhhhhh

2009-09-28T13:37:00.000-07:00

horrid outbreak coupled with incredibile-and-overly-commercialised skincare product = inflammatory and MC

so it's a day off and a rest day for me on Friday ! thanks to my sister for driving me all the way to the east to get treatment (: after so many years, finally i went out bare face. LOL. those medicines - cleanser, cream lotion, pills are really effective. let's hope the whole treatment will turn out workable once and for all ~

my elder brother is a dangerous driver, please keep a distance away from him ! thanks for sending me to my bf's place though. ahaha. cuddled to sleep. until his right half of the body went numb AHAHA!

dilly dally here and there as usual, we went for our weekend date. omg, my second attempt to watch such chim movie. almost dozed off. cant compare with the one i watched with lecky and clique LOL! thats da worst ever x= halfway through, kaixin texted me regarding two free tickets to JBP (:

sooooooo, its family day on sunday. hanged around at JBP and WCP :D omg, JBP is really a bird place -.- nothing much to see! bf said the show was much interactive than zoo. penguins are cuteeeeeeeee! had much fun at WCP, played like kids. sweat it out and get giddy !

oh. it's da first tyme i experienced honey driving a car LOL. he's better as a motorcyclist than car driver manszx. witness and count the umpteen tymes he yawns, you will understand that fully !

back to work again ! im always thinking when am i gona leave AHAHAHA. but it's gona be the 5th month here already. good job babeh!

i can see that im heading for more fun sooon. there's so many activities i wana do, with so lil tyme >.<>

2009-09-16T20:01:00.001-07:00

woohoo! went to pets' farm on saturday (: pleasant trip and out of bustling urban life for a moment. cute white ducklings, lil kids feeding lazy bunnies carrots and etc. went to ikea for random shopping. grab some food as dinner, home-sweet-home thereafter !

comex fair was so crowded. wasn't feeling well /= cant even walk straight. there's few tyme when im about to puke or fall off

over the weekend, i ate food that's over-rated. plate of wanton noodle, arnolds chicken, etc !

work has been pretty good :D progressing smoothly for the project, which made me really elated about my performance. hope the rest of this month can proceed positively like this ! three cheers

HOHOHO. and and, my in-charge will be away majority of the tyme within these three months. meaning i'll have more slack tyme LOL x= anyway, im really interested to sign up for cooking class, language courses and fitness package ): no tyme. my main priority shall be my driving license. STOP PROCRASTINATING ! ahahaha d=

on the flip side, im feeling slightly downhearted. i dint want to put up a rebuttal session through smses as it will only accumulate to more misunderstanding and unnecessary unhappiness. that's why, i took a step back to compromise and not probe further

to friends that contact me via sms, i must apologise sincerely if i dint reply to you timely. there's two reasons - the message is received after several hours later from the original tyme sent OR i dint receive at all. same for phone calls; it'll says that the phone is switched off even if it's not

i dint want to hastily get a phone for the sake of getting one. people who know me really well will understand that i will only get what i like and what's best for me. apparently, there's no handphone that appeal to me /= so, tell me. what to do ? shrugs

firstly, i'll need to seek everyone kind understanding and empathy. as much as i'd like to minimize such situation, there's really lil thing that i can do to such technical faulty. i'd appreciate kind gestures instead of passing sarcastic remarks, really. i'll help to improve/settle the problem by getting a new phone asap. if need be, i'll just buy for the sake of buying ):

once again, i have lowered my expectation. it is really irresponsible to state - if so, let it be. it's as good as saying; nothing can be done to salvage. (???) im puzzled. everything that happens, has got a cause-and-effect. what is it that cant be solved /= or cant be bothered ?

this issue wasnt dealt with appropriately which explain how it escalated to such ugly scene today. never expect my understanding level to be in tip-top condition all the tyme. im just like any plain jane who needs to re-charge once in a blue moon. all i need is some words of comfort and warmth

never use harsh words on me. yes, i'll be affected or even upset. but it reflects even more negative on you when you fail to comprehend how others may feel

at the end of the day, it's not about reasoning who is right or wrong to win the battle. if you feel happier this way, then good for you. it's about reaching a mutual understanding about the whole incident, strengthen the relationship, avoid/improve the situation in future and move on. a win-win platform for both (:

2009-09-06T03:50:00.000-07:00

wild friday. in any case, i would always march on and welcome a brand new day happily. dont dread ! was out with lina and mona to jp for some fresh air (: then sneak back. ahahaha! im still afraid for the upcoming events -.- hopefully chris can help me along the way /fingers-crossed !

like usual days, i was waiting for honey's text/call. my cellphone buzzed at 10.12 p.m. at night. happily answered, chit-chatin' etc. he asked me to guess his location. after my several wrong attempts, he told me he was downstair OMG! so amazingly surprised :D i warned him not to joke because it's not funny if i dont see him downstair. andddddd true indeed, he's there waving to me

he came up while i prepared a lil, as im veryyyyyyy sloppily-dressed x= he came over to hear me out what happened at work (: slack and off we hangout at mac for some supper bites ! (NO WONDER FAT! every weekend supper and sleep, good life) ohhh, he tried to piggy-back me along the passageway. gained weight ): we found it so hilarious with the 'couple' outside. ahahaha! continued to have random chats at night as we cuddled (: really relax and light-hearted. randomly i asked him why he came to visit me. his response: because you upset today what. something along that line! felt bliss instantly ! thats how couple supports each other. just like this:

AHAHAHAHA! okie, i know a lil off track x=

simple dating routine on saturday (: woke up, showered, brunch at Ding Tai Feng, shopping at town, went to check out Colgate roadshow (so paiseh yet interesting at the same tyme LOL), had dinner at Astons, he tried Wagyu Ribeye, went for OSIM roadshow and home sweet home!

thanks honey. this weekend was simply awesome - two thumbs up ! i'll be a good girl for the whole month >.<>

2009-08-31T19:44:00.000-07:00

second post of the day ! d= some random updates

work's pretty fine. working at comfortable pace with slacks during the interval. will be able to clear msc scopes by tml and a brand new start by wednesday, hoorays !

elder brother just enquired about my uni school terms and fees. he asked for my bank account, which im pretty puzzled. he clarified that he will sponsors, therefore he needs to transfer the fund over LOL. i saidd that, dad's paying for it already ! find it amusing somehow, ahaha. sooooooooo, elder brother gona buy me a car instead. definitely trying to get licence before my 21st birthday, woohooo :D then i shall have that as my birthday present AHAHAHA

im thankful for having dad and elder bro's support ! they have got good foresight, im good investment /giggles

2009-08-31T07:46:00.000-07:00

feeling never wavers. faith never falters

dont really recall what I did at work last week ! pretty smooth and enjoying i guess (: met up with director for some dialouge session. im still pondering some issues, shall see how it goes ! andd, im eggcited. tml's sept, 3 more months to a brand new start ! WOOHOO

been having a craze of wahjong with tuck and leck. ahahaha! leck gona overtake my level soooooooon ): cannot. i must chiong secretly LOL. tuck said im addicted. anddd im not okie, merely trying to kill tyme

i'll never cab to hougang anymore unless of emergency -.- burnt of pocket. i can utilize that money in better way. in anyway, i have never like taking cab!

goooooooood body rub, wooohoo. went out for supper. someone is really contradicting these days~ first, that SOMEONE said im fat. so i dint want to eat food like rice/bread/potato /= apparently, SOMEONE suggested eating nasi lemak for supper -.- so how ? not helping at all. in the first place, supper is sinful ! the next day, we're supposed to eat brunch. i have indicated that i would like to go back to tampines for japanese food. hilarious loh! that SOMEONE opposed my idea /= then askkk me for what ?????????? AHAHAHAHA. three words: siao-ding-dong. this SOMEONE is none other than my bf. stupidddd. dint really hangout with him over the weekend though. nonetheless, the several hours that we spent were simple and happy enough!

flea market at haji lane. random and awesome :D as it served as another channel for us to shop ! dint bought anything though. really vintage items and was dreadful to dig for treasure/s under the bright hot sun with so many people squeezing. bought two items from a newly opened outlet (: im gona minimize my retail expenses. exceed spending for the month already !

im a 101% procrastinator sometimes LOL! i should be heading to gym regularly - but my legs drag me home automatically without fail. only when i feel the pinch of buying fitness package then i will be going down to the centre everyday, ahahaha. it's tyme to check out with my consultant already. felt guilty gaining weight and not exercising. annnnnnnnnd, i miss steam bath badly !

im having honeymoon period these two days. this month gona be crazy because of upcoming event @_@ god bless ! less mistakes, more praises please. ahahaha

random post >.<>

2009-08-28T09:36:00.000-07:00

right here, right now

im looking at you and my heart loves you

cos you mean everything

2009-08-18T03:53:00.000-07:00

im updating pretty frequently these days !

just to check, is my tagboard down ? LOL it seems to load page error all the tyme

anyway, im pretty enthusiastic to clear my workload today. it was progressing pretty positively til i received a call that something grave happened. talking about multi-tasking, it boils down to being particular about nitty gritty details we are dealing about. from this lesson, i gained the experience of being more careful with my work for the slightest issue/s. there shouldnt be any finger-pointing with regard to whose fault it may be. im glad that communication was upfront and was conducted much better. human nature to err. let's try to avoid silly mistakes by taking away that few seconds for better result (:

im smiling to myself at how much i have grown. not weight but wisdom -.-

no longer take it that personally when encountering hipcups at work. i have come to terms that some matters will take place inevitably, somehow. just have to learn from the mistake graciously, apologise and prove to others that you can be better. in the past, i would dread about any mistake/s at work for few days. being affected emotionally and etc. now, no more! because there's no point crying over spilled milk

it is critical for you to know when to let go and move on

anyway, im just weighing the pros and cons about several issues. im glad im still clear-headed about my vision. venturing to area which im familiar with would hit off better for me i supposed. however, there's tymes when i ponder that i can just perserve to see how far i can stretch. im not sure; tyme will tell (:

whatever my decision may be few months down the road; i just want my portfolio to be in tip-top condition (stable and passionate job) while i pursue my course of interest, achiving financial stability, keeping upbeat with market value and self-improvement

im thankful with that source of faith and positive attitude, couple with few friends who constantly root me on. someone earlier on just told me about 90/10, ahahaha! please go and rest if you are sick okie

2009-08-17T07:54:00.001-07:00

mid-August already (: love it when tyme flies without me knowing. it goes to show that; im spending every seconds fruitfully. let's hope i can get by this 2009 peacefully and with sense of achievement, three cheers! counting down 3.5 months LOL

this weekend was a lil unusual for me. since honey has got no NDP anymore, we hangout on saturday ! to his relative's place for mahjong session. initially planned to go over his friend's place for midnight mahjong. however i was afraid that he might dozed off when it's my turn to play, so we decided that i shall not go ): regret. i should have tag along and just kpo AHAHAHA! im dead bored on saturday's night

totally loving it today ! was so eggcited to see my ex-colleagues. fervently welcomed me back. bright smiles, warm hugs (: i love them! they are really big sisters to me. exchanged updates and went for lunch. it was a pity that we are supposed to have a reunion meal with derek and philip. just so that someone has to foil our plan. we will have the chance for sure, in tyme to come (: im really in a jovial mood to see all of them. miss those good old days ! can i rewind back to the tyme when im intern ? ahahaha

back to square one tml. on a lighter note, i get to see chris and em. i have draft out a to-do-list which im so determined to clear by this friday ! then i shall have a satisfying supper and a hangover at honey's place ! just told him yesterday that im used to spending a night over at his place once a week already -.- im still comtemplating if i should go this way or that way. whatever the outcome, im staying super positive with what's ahead :D

faith

2009-08-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

yipe-yaya-yipeyipe-ya :D

officially declare one-day leave on monday

more or less planned what to do already

im elated that it's friday tml ! (: weekend around the corner *snifffffs ahahaha!

im happy girl today, so let's not spoil the atmosphere

2009-08-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

it's tyme for update again :D i know it's super monotonous with words all the tyme, this tyme, it's a lil special

friday was prawning session ! totally impromptu d= met up with honey and his friend along with a lady (his ma zi of course, gf). a stretch of 3 hours battle began! initially it was really awful -.- as though we were being cursed. nothing for the first hour. kudos to the shifting of place ! higher platform, better sight and air d= just a blink of eyes one prawn after another (: hooked up. HOORAYS ! im so proud of honey. total catch = 10 prawns. cooked it /: the salt totally spoilt it, tsk. but im so happy to see it :D ahahahaha. mcdonald breakfast before home sweet home. had so much fun there~ we were damn exhausted that we laid down flat, dead asleep. one word - SHIOK

planned for zoo trip, but we changed our mind but to shop at Orchard Ion instead. dint manage to try out the taste of 'fishy' that em was raving about in office. i shall try it next tyme! honey had his retail theapy while im satisfied to just shop around (:

national day. a day to rest at home ! caught up with my beauty sleep, had rounds and rounds of diarrhea -.- mopped and tidied my room. yay :D this year's NDP was ultra meaningful. congrats honey ! you overcome this hurdle finally

monday was movie session and retail therapy session for me! happy purchases (: EVERYBODY, I URGE YOUR TO WATCH UP 3D. it's freaking hilarious. 4.75 cookies out of 5 babeh! im laughing non-stop. i love that grumpy old man, mr fredrickson. omg! annd, it's very touching how the old man and old granny loved each other. simple and contented (: honey shared some similarities with mr fredrickson. gigglessss! i would daree rank UP 3D as the best and top the list of all cartoons i have watched this lifetyme :D i love it this much!

i love how honey cuddle me to sleep, i know it's 1121090492 tymes since i said it. it's really comforting, securing + warmth! i love holding his hands, especially squeezing his fingers and when he squeezed mine back I would shrieked :@ LOL! he's getting better with arranging dates (: more sincere and thoughtful. he's getting more attentive about my mood/expression, like when im really angry or if im faking to be angry

ahahaha! it's tymes like this, when you see how a relationship takes flight for a better, healthier, happier stage. active love cells can only creates the wondrous of bringing a couple together. inevitably, when both of them encountered hurdles, it boils down to how two tackle it. how can each party eventually accept the other's flaws completely. how can a couple compromise and complement each other willingly without any grumbles/bad feeling. we are not that holistic yet, learning still LOL! >.< i wouldn’t deny the fact how much we want to tear each other apart when we quarrelled. anddd usually, it takes a long tyme for the destruction to fade off and back to the lovey-dovery stage again. how couples can date for yearssssssss (like mr fredrickson and wifey!) while some break up and search for other bf/gf easily in search of what they exclaimed: to find a better one. furthermore, I always believe in this – what’s meant to be will be (: only god comprehends this statement the way I perceive it. ask me if you want to know the hidden meaning ! right now, it’s really blissful (: thank you veryyy the much ah! LOL

guess im only -living- during weekend. the rest of the day im just robot getting by the days, waiting for tyme to tick away. that's not who i want to be ! im passionate and enthusiastic. now, im even clearer of what i want to achieve. watch me as i soar

2009-08-04T23:37:00.001-07:00

general updates pertaining to work – im having a mad rush practically everyday since the start of August. right now im enduring everything based on faith and self-psychological effects. glad it’s not affecting my other aspects of life adversely at this moment. *fingers-crossed

positive pointers: slight improvement/s. matters seemed to be cleared a lil. hope to clear whatever leftover by Thursday/Friday ! im really glad chris and em have been there to help me (: thanks so much.

negative pointers: there’s a part of me echoing: when do you want to quit ? AHAHAHA. this is coming out from me, yes. definitely, this is really not the industry that I will venture

enough of grumbling, back to usual updates :D

it’s weekend out with BF again. wooooooooohoo. always love it so much :D went to cityhall for Kenny Roger. before that I grab a vintage old-school red top. more retail therapies please~ I love honey cuddling me to sleep. warmth and secured, thanks thanks! I understand that your hands will get numb after some tyme, LOL x= buttttttttttt I still love it. it’s mahjong session with the girls. im the first to reach as usual LOL. kx forever like that, when losing she will whine at whoever is winning, then in the end she will secretly win back those chips loh. am I right, lecky ? ahahahaha. it’s supper with the usual gang. a lil unusual mode during the meal, thanks honey for being attentive that im weird >.<>
im anticipating for this long weekend ! love to hangout (: it’s simply fun and relaxing~

2009-07-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

suffering from resentment flu -.- i have got to rant and rave here before I channel out my anger to the wrong avenue.

every single thing there’s something to say. cant seems to comprehend why there’s such a category of person who simply love to make other’s life difficult.

issue one: i had a meeting yesterday. reached on tyme to see that PERSON to be happily, dilly dally filling water to the bottle -.- talking about importance and priority of job, good job (total sarcasm, nods). no one was there to help out /= dutifully set up laptops, arrange everything neatly and bring whatever materials that’s needed to the conference room – all by myself. these are simple tasks which relatively I find it alright to handle it myself than troubling others – I value self-efficiency for those who know and work with me before. im totally fine with it (: too many can be cumbersome as well. NONETHELESS, im appalled. There’s another meeting panel today chaired by other colleague/s, it required to set up like what I have done the day before. Out of goodwill, I have already uploaded what’s necessary for them in the laptops yesterday. as I walked past the room, I have seen 3 personnel setting up and more or less ready, so I proceed to my work-desk with aim to clear urgent matters on hand. who knows that PERSON walked by with that causal remark of: maybe you would like to just help out when there’s meeting next time, it’ll speed things up a little. my instant reaction was just to nod rather than having a rebuttal (it’s pointless to react), but I felt so (!?!?!?!?!)

get what I meant ? this whole scenario portrays double standard. no one volunteer to help on the first day, but we need so many manpower on the second day. crazy

issue two: whenever that PERSON checked with how I progress with my workload, that PERSON will have to verbalize my whole thoughts again with a authorizing tone (!?!?!?!). I find it hilarious, yet annoying at the same time. simply find it ridiculous to instruct someone what to do based on what your subordinate has translate to you /= (again, a boss with no leadership)

issue three: respect the fact that individual’s perception varies. take it or leave it

there’s many other more, but I find that what’s mentioned above trigger my nerves to explode

okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, take in a deep breathe of fresh air! *pop a happy pill down (: smile. everything will be fine. worst come to worst, I have good my back-up plan ready ! ahahaha, it’s always good to be futuristic ;D

on a brighter note, i went supper with my bf on Friday’s night at ECP. woots! love that stingray which im craving for now (: it’s tender and the spice was just right. proceeeded to chill at coffeebean, then home sweet home.

I lived for the very moment in my life on Saturday. for the first tyme, I experienced such wondrous feeling. as though nothing else matters. im easily touched (:

overall, im on roller coaster ! anyone wants to hitch a ride ? AHAHAHA

ohyea, I miss poly life >.<

2009-07-21T19:05:00.000-07:00

experiencing dejavu right now, goosebump!

anyway, the course has been fruitful. at least im aware of the appropriate techniques to apply now (: was hyped up on monday and losing momentum on tuesday LOL! probably due to some bytches that spoilt my mood. somehow their sight/voice irks. im feeling miserable as i need to tolerate the existence of such loathesome human being, roar

anyway, some happier note ! (: my weekend was awesome. finally settled my driving course; it'll be intensive on Oct. finger-crossed to clear tp by end of year ! bank account yet to settle though. aston never fails to melt my heart. i love dipping my medium-rare steak into the mushroom sauce, omg! went for a shopping trip with honey at Orchard. felt odd to walk d= nothing captures my interest, no purchase at all /:

it's already the mid-week. im anticipating the arrival of weekend !

2009-07-17T01:03:00.000-07:00

apologies for the short hiatus ! (: im back better and stronger

work has been pretty good so far. my colleague bought me breakfast yesterday, it's really nice ! woohoo. now im craving for it again d: workload has been pretty manageable these days. more coming up soon in late-July, early-Aug. two days of course on monday and tuesday, totallywork-free. lunch, teabreak and snacks provided. this department is really thoughtful (: just got informed that im gona take charge of one project. during this period of transition, I would have to build my foundation. im pretty positive with everything down the road. come what may, im not gona falter :D

im gona stock up my mask and treat my complexion with care. realising how much damage that I would harm it from deteriorating, it's time to work out something. taking a quick shower once i reach home, removing it appropriately and mask/facial care thereafter ! not to clog pores and let it breathe (: additionally, ms chongwanying will be heading to gym with me every week for workout. it's a great way to detoxify this way than skin breakout right ?

conscious of my diet. been eating healthy breakfast and balanced diet. apparently it works ! hoho. im losing 3kg of weight already. due to my diarrhea and also my light appetite, three cheers ! im also concern about the nutrient intake of the meal im eating. when you grow, there's a tendency that you will better comprehend what your parent educate you since young seems rational

a long sheet of to-get-list. im gona get out for retail therapy ! let's hope that i do grab whatever i need on hand d= im gona indulge by buying stuffs for my family, particularly for dad. and also to get something for mr bf (: no worries about the cashflow as i have allocated sum for purchases and savings. speaking of which, i ought to top up my bbdc account and opening of another bank account. i got to stop procrastinating, roar

met up with the girls on sunday for Grace Tan's 21st. those who have blogged it out, thanks hurs ! i know im the last one to reach and the first one to go ): LOL! i love the cereal prawns. it's crispy and tasty. i love it not because like someone who is so lazy to peel. oh, im not refering to leckyiting if you are trying to ask if i am. ahahahaha. as usual, i love meet up with these girls. im comfortable and happy when im with them (: mahjong session prease. anyway, im gona organize outing soon. better response timely okie !

im super random here:

note to guys out there. when your gf grumbles, her real complaint is that she is not being heard or nurtured as a woman. when she feels heard, she is more capable of bestowing on him the appreciation and acknowledgment he has earned. reckon that guys really have to play the role of a listener well. male listener’s goal should be helping his partner regain her feminine/masculine balance by simply listening and not offering solutions. girls have to be considerate by not burdening your partner with your worries at times too. share it with your community of girlfriends ! girls talk rocks :D

sidetrack again; i love weekend !

2009-07-11T11:45:00.000-07:00

emptied everything. felt sooooooooo marvellous ! reason ? i just shitted :D it's like a week's worth of junks. finally all cleared, woohooo. now i feel ultra light

attempt to laze all the way til late noon, failed. i woke up at 7 plus in the morning with occasion of trying to sleep back. dragged til 10.30, realised i couldnt force myself to sleep anymore /= spick and span my room. swept and mopped the room, my tiles are sparking clean now. wipe my desktop and window panel, not a trace of dust to be seen. arranged some of my stuffs (: left my wardrobe, changing of my mattress and minor msc. will do so once the mood strikes again. in fact, i ought to head down to bbdc to top up my account. but im simply too lazy to do so. the thought of traveling dreads me. it's either i bus down for an hour, or train down for 30 minutes and walk 10 minutes to the destination. either mode of transport is killing me silently. this is the main factor that causes me to delay time and again. im gona plead my big brother to top up for me ! HOHO :D thats the advantage of having loving siblings who will help you no matter what~

work has been relatively fine for me. C is like a mother to E and me. always telling us what's best for us. recently gotten closer with E. just realised that we have some common pointers. one hilarious thing is that, we both attempted to get rid of M because she is simply not the kind of friends that we will engage with. M can only be a colleague but nothing more. both of us actually shared the same perception; we would rather be alone as a newbie than to stuck with someone who is so negative. LOL! as a freshman in this line, im grateful that M has made efforts to show me around the campus and being helpful in areas of work. nonetheless, whenever we have dialouge i realised that she has always got that negative thoughts and would bitch others. dont feel appropriate that you bitch your fellow colleagues behind them. as much as you detest them, there's a certain limit. work-wise, she seems to be the only one grumbling all the time too. i wouldnt want to end up being grouchy like her, thats why i distant myself from her after the first week. only gotten better with other colleagues gradually (:

dawn of my future path. now im clear-headed with right vision on what im going to pursue. im elated that it's gona be this way

“Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you wanted, it doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have. Everyone loves differently.”

enlightened with this quote. as much as i identified the fact that everyone leads individually, my expectation on the way how one should react/response should be according to my benchmark based on how i gauge them. often than not, im disappointed time and again. now, im coming to acceptance that everyone simply behave differently. im feeling better and stronger this tyme round

2009-07-07T09:51:00.000-07:00

constant faith that keeps me going

hold on, keep burning

reckon it's the only binding energy that perks me to move on and on

let's hope the constant source of faith will always be there

constant believing that keeps me trying

never once do i hesitate and regret any part in life

reckon it's the only strength that brings me to greater heights

let's uphold this constant source of belief will always be there

past few days was physically torment. luckily im on the recovery path. nonetheless, it's been sucha long tyme since i'd high fever. woohoo! 39.9 shiok d= ahahaha

im more or less clear-headed on what i want to achieve within the next two years (:

update tml again !

2009-06-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

lovely weekend once again!

work as usual, monotonous. ahaha. on a lighter note, things hit off pretty well already. to my surprise, im being call back with an attractive renumeration. still on discussion stage. there's simply too much to weight on (:

friday was hangover at honey's place WOOHOO. thanks for coming jurong to fetch me, ahahaha. headed for dinner/supper. chomp chomp closes so early -.- craving for some seafood and finger food there actually. we swop to kovan for some light bites instead. there's always next tyme for chomp chomp again :D the porridge tasted so good. our ultimate aim is to watch transformer which turned out futile. sleepy eyes and not being able to get grasp the story plot, nearly dozed off for me

im a absolutely good gf that cleans his room til so neatly. belongings spread all over the floor, dusty air and a state of mess. vacuum and mop his floor, change mattress, wipe off dusty areas, rearrange setting. three cheers ! but then .. his response was ok loh. felt super unappreciated -.- whatever. i will not pack anymore. it was a satisfying food therapy with bao zi (: treat her to ding tai feng for dim sums and noodle! and also to shopppp. thereafter met up with kaixin for mahjong session with wawa, lao gao and juan. LOL! honey came over after NDP rehearsal with his friends, we headed off for dinner/supper. porridge aint as fantastic as what i had previous night. oyster omelette was too oily~ i love the night spin though. heading up to mount faber for some natural breeze and wondrous sight to admire upon. it'd be even great to settle down at a corner for some light-hearted chat along with snacks. overall, the most fulfilling day for the month of June :D

woke up and shower~ pretty lazy to climb off bed though. sent me home for attire change. ate my favourite noodle at long last, happy ! AHAHAHA. honey brought me up to his relative's house~ mingled with them. he had rounds of mahjong with them. follow by mini affair of steamboat before we rushed off to catch transformer ! they are amiable people. instead of going out to have commercial leisure all the time, love the homey feeling to just spend your weekend with closed ones doing simple activities together. transformers was amazing ! i'll definitely watch part one if im able to. hoho. supper at west coast park and we lost our way home LOL!

dint work today as i am experiencing stomachache -.- not sure why. but it's good to just rest, yawns~

2009-06-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

enjoyed my weekend thoroughly. simply awesome! WOOHOO

first up, honey fetched me with his new bike. gave him an unpleasant look when he reached AHAHAHA. never ever imagined that my bf will ever ride me on bike /= feeling rather disturbed and afraid at first. lied that it's good initially when he asked LOL. dint want to dampen his high spirit x= crossed my mind to text baozi to whine~ gradually, it got better. enjoying more when the traffic flow is less heavy and more windy. had mahjong and supper with his friends. it's eerie when every round you get the same tiles, seriously. i got 13 yao all the time, and it's always lack of two or three tiles to form a complete set. that nyte my mind went wild and yet frozen, dint talk/hype up like how i ususally am when playing with cliques. WHEN ARE WE PLAYING LUHS

had breakfast in the morning with honey before he rushed off to parade (: went back to grab my dad's present. showered and prepared, off we drove off to malaysia ! suffered from car sick though -.-

had hair cut, now im with bangs. everyone is saying i look like ah wang, thanks. so encouraging please. ahahahaha! my grandpa cant recognise me with this hairstyle, my dad said i looked silly. it was a simple dinner with relatives as well. aftermath was gathering session when we sit around scattered to chat about our life updates. love it ;D

love mangosteen and durian !

woke up on sunday morning, the three of us showered together. we took turn to get free massage and washing of our hair. ahahaha. bonding time d= headed to Kota Tinggi for some water activities. love it when i saw the spirit of togetherness and bonding. we enjoyed it very much (: steamboat as dinner !

glad to know that dad loves my present - xoxo

back to work. yawns ~ im pretty bored with the idea of knocking off early yet having no activities after that /= rotting at home doesnt seems fun right ! time to plan my days with more meaningful events

2009-06-17T19:08:00.000-07:00

im on high spirit today. work's definitely on track. i have cleared whatever outstanding issues appropriately (: it certainly works to be positive and having the source of faith. im also thankful that they are patience and helpful during my course of learning. it's more of coordination on my part now. i will excel in this position. there are more things coming up, eggcited :D

gona meet up with liyin and wanying tml after work, some catch ups and food therapy. im so glad we will be able to meet up. ahaha. and yes, my primary school mates are planning a BBQ session coming month. and that fella has to got me involved with organizing the whole gathering as well. hopefully im able to be of some help d= how about my poly clique eh. we definitely have to continue our slutty affair ! it's about the coordination of tyme LOL. right lecky ? ahahaha

im going for fathers' day celebration most likely saturday/sunday. anticipating this homey affair for long. still wondering if i should prepare bento for dad :D ahahaha. im gona grab his present asap

mr honey has gotten his bike. woohoo! he's gona collect it by this week, congrats babeh. please ride carefully hurs

im gona schedule plenty of after work activities. just realised that im stuck with desktop nearly 16 hours a day )= bad for eyesight. im gona frequent gym on a regular basis like how i do. hangout with my friends after work for bonding :D im lazy to go for driving lessons seriously. been procrastinating )= but i have the obligations to do so, tsk. im interested in signing up some classes. AHAHAHA! like cooking class, language class, dance class etc. we shall see~

by hook or by crook. i have to get out of this tiny island this year. need excitements to spice up my life a lil

somehow, im not feeling pretty good these days. girls are sensitive and thinks of nothing of a big deal sometimes AHAHA. irritating shyt. as much as im on control of my emotions, the biggest issue lies with im not happy from within for practicing self-containment. it feels suffocated. shoo negative ions ! i needa stay hyped up :D

2009-06-16T19:02:00.000-07:00

despite all odds, i managed to perform as expected. nonetheless, please treat me as a newbie and translate all information as vividly as possible (: im pretty frustrated when they are communicating those terminologies to me. apparently, im still facing limitation in my level of familiarization in this area of expertise. especially the handover isn’t done in a sequence order /: fret not, this lil girl here will be able to deter whatever crap comes what may. attempt to filter off doubts, organize every dateline accordingly so I wont panic and wonder what’s going on (: yes, straight to the point for solution

bottomline: satisfaction, positive attitude and happy

chiankaixin gona squat at the roadside with me while we sing song talk cock shake pom pom and jiak dulians LOL! this is the super duper unglam and barbaric statement I have ever typed in my entry :D ahahahaha. im anticipative of the day’s arrival though. this is probably the tyme when im craving for something. somehow I have lost my appetite here -.- whenever im stress/upset, I don’t eat at all.

just a random post here! hehe

2009-06-11T19:48:00.000-07:00

i think i have split personalities /=

at least it's not too bad that i realised/noted/thought (whatever ! so long as you get what im implying) that im as such. im caught in the situation whereby im not feeling too great. these days i have the temptation of adventuring something that equates to risk. either i win or lose big time! im comtemplating as i do not wish to lose and regret in the end; my ego and pride vote for the win side, you see. however, if i do not go ahead and risk it, how do i win big time then. it's really a traumatizing period for me these days

perhaps, im just in the mode of pmsy which explains so

apparently, none of you out there understood what I have typed so far. if you do, please let me know LOL!

recently, i realised despite how open i am in sharing my inner thoughts/opinion about my life. there's a single aspect about me that no one knows except me myself. my lil dark secret

2009-06-10T23:39:00.000-07:00

love my new workplace, totally !

ahahaha. time flies here (: not that i have plenty on hand to do right now. got no idea why too, time just flies here. the workload here seems pretty fine and pace aint too fast/slow for me. im pretty eggcited for the upcoming events. gona see through the whole project, sit in meetings to ensure everything proceed smoothly while taking down minutes, liaise with various people and etc. meetings will take up most of my time here. it can stretch as long as a whole day ! woohoo

had yummy breakfast today (: went up mcdonald to buy hotcakes and sauage. been eating fruits and drinking green tea everyday ! hohoho. healthy diet and lifestyle

tml is friday already. omg, thats like so fast ;D

im so frustrated with my payroll over at the previous company. just because it lacks company stamp endorsement, that blardy agency wont/cant proceed -.- if they have been more flexible and doing justice to me with regards to incentive, i would not have leave the place /= no idea when it will drag until. tsk. i will not want to go all the way back there to get it done as it is really inaccessible, omg!

let's hope my work will progress on fine! :D

2009-06-04T21:09:00.000-07:00

so far so good!

darn happy for me to change an environment. it really spells plenty of positive sides (: for instance, i can sleep 40mins more, which means i'll be more energetic at work. my attendance has always been good and it will get even better. because i merely have to take a 5minutes walk, take a shuttle bus for 10minutes and tadah! im here. same applies to going back home. it's that convenient :D wide selections of food to choose from at student rate. subway, mcdonald, sakae sushi, 7-11, foodcourt, old change kee and many other cafeterias out there! best choice, wise choice *grinning like an idiot AHAHAHA! great savings for me too; minimum/no transport fees needed, student rate food. meaning i can shop more ! most importantly - time :D

how about the workload here ? i reckoned it's only honeymoon period which explained why im so slack til now. OPPS ! ahahaha. nonetheless, i still do some ad-hoc duties as assigned. the main projects are coming up *shivers*

trying to adapt to the environment. got to know a friendly lady who showed me around the premises and sharing of some insights together. another motherly lady who is seated beside me has been treating me veh well too ! my boss and big big boss are nice people, as far as i know up til now x= yet to get in close contact with others. we will do it step by step !

im appalled. with their pantry and stationaries LOL! different organization views issues differently indeed. here, they are more generous in giving as they feel it is a need. over there, they are not because they think it is an expense. additionally, here practices trust (: reporting time, knock off time and eating time; up to you ! not like .... everything is about accountability there. here; maturity.

overall, both companies give me a totally opposite feelings ! i hope for the best (= or at least a smooth journey

thanks honey for calling to check if im doing fine yesterday ! and also for your morning call this morning in case i overslept.

just had lunch, tasty prawn mee YUMS. a lil sleepy now /=

update again~

2009-06-01T08:44:00.000-07:00

my weekend was definitely well-spent !

went to malaysia to find dad (: it was a long journey. he arrived shortly after the phone-call and off we drove for finger-licking good dinner. as usual, dad knows i love soup so much that he ordered so many servings of it. round after rounds ! ahaha. told dad i'd love to eat crabs as im craving for it since dont know how many donkey days. too bad the restaurant doesnt serve crabs on weekend ): it's ok ! compensated with durians instead, ahahaha. dad said it's better to eat durians next month, it's more tasty during the season falls :D definitely gona bug him to bring me to kampong for durians

shopping spree thereafter, bought a piece of mask for my random outburst /: could be due to over-consumption of heaty food, dusty air or latenight sleep ! dad picked us up after our retail session timely. AHAHA done something 'illegal' x= thanks dad for the coaching and trust ! i gave him a back-massage as reward, teeheehee

had discussed about my path (= dad's agreeable to my proposal. shall see how it goes !

back to this tiny island. my mum boiled soup to satisfy my cravings d= finished up the whole pot of soup last night, shiok ! watched some tv programs as well as korean series

im super duper hungry now. these days i haven been eating a fulfilling set of breakfast )= will be going out with honey for dinner later, yipe! ahahaha. til then

2009-05-29T20:27:00.000-07:00

days in office have been really awesome. perhaps due to departure, every moment was pretty much cherished (: farewell lunch coming week. im glad they are ready to welcome me back anytime, if im meeting obstacles out there. they have been the best sisters and brother. im struggling from within - for everyone who knows me well; i hate departure. nonetheless, i have to simply move on if i want to achieve bigger and better

sidetrack: i saw a different picture of her yesterday. empathy, im not sure if she's worthy or not.

CONGRATS HONEY FOR GETTING YOUR DRIVING LICENCE ON YOUR FIRST ATTEMPT

im super duper proud of you :D seriously, im waiting for the day when you can drive me around this tiny dot island for food hunt or some adventurous spins~ woohoo

we met up last night for dinner and shopping. im pretty upset thy cardigan i wana get was out of stock, blame me for procrastinating ! can you believe it, yesterday was my first tyme going into Paragon -.- i have never stepped into that mall before. oh, thanks honey. you gona get me either LV or Gucci right, teeheehee! we travelled by Circle line last night. doesnt make a huge different actually /= im grinning, ahahaha! because i had so much fun yesterday, happys. love sleeping in honey's arm [= cosy and secured

count your blessings :D

2009-05-27T00:28:00.000-07:00

im moving on, a step higher (: catch up with me

i feel different in comparison to other days. there's hope, there's aim, there's faith, there's enlightenment. despite how much i loathe changes, there is a need to adapt to changes in my life right now. it'll be minimum, and change for the better for sure

bao zi, please stay happy and positive ;D june will definitely be a better month ahead. muacks!

will be going for my gym and workout session after work today. together with steambath! woohoo (= shiok. wondering if i should continue for another half a year package or so. as much as i wish to commit, i have to gauge if i have the time to utilize it /= simply too many activities going on already, ahahaha!

give me more blessings, i will be a nice girl !

2009-05-26T09:10:00.000-07:00

awesome week (:

monday-thursday; gym workout and fitness session. friday; tau huay with jerlyn jie! weekend; HONEY

23 May, 4th year anniversary. he's too smart for me )= he caught me right at the spot where im preparing his gift LOL! went for dinner at Mr Bean's cafe, thumbs down. the food wasnt appealing at all. we caught a midnight movie show at vivocity-max. my first tyme to hangout watching midnight show and at max theatre, woohoo! the show was not too bad, we prefer part I of the serie though (= home sweet home thereafter

24 May, another of my virgin experience to Sungei Buloh. together with weijie and his wife too. we had 3 hours of long walk within the nature reserve. it was fulfilling ! i love it ;D to observe those nature wildlife amongst the green wasnt easy. im the ultimate winner !!! I GOT 25 MOZZIE BITES ALL OVER, ahahaha. dislike the sensation of pain and itchiness )= im looking forward to more trips. honey's right to say, it can really be a dread to hangout at town majority of the time. it's really a worthwhile experience despite being sweaty and smelly after the activity, ahahaha

dinner was at Breek. they enjoyed it thoroughly i reckoned, me too! but the choices of food aint too much for me d= supposed to have midnight mahjong, but .. honey thought i was tired so he called to cancel mahjong )= miscommunications again. im hopping mad because, im anticipative of the session. we will have a session of it soon, yes honey ?

25 May - WOOHOO! graduation ceremony. was on time to buy a new pair of heels and to meet the rest at station punctually. im the first few to go up the stage (= mixed emotions though. first time to take so many photos a day with different peepos. mahjong session as usual ! ahahaha. it was an enjoyable session. now then i realised, ah poh is in love with me x= HONEY WON ENOUGH CASH FOR CABFARE, LOL

today, back to square one. working /= now im pretty lost. as in, im a lil off track after a long break. and i got to finish up whatever on hand asap because im gona job hop this tyme for sure, 101%. guess i'll be damn emo during farewell lunch. nonetheless, i have yet to break the news that im leaving officially to fellow colleagues yet

im blessed and im appreciative. thanks (= i'll engage in meaningful activities to spread the love and joy to people around me as well

2009-05-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

im rather sleepy right now ): slept around 1 am-ish last night. i wish i have more time per day. til now i have not settled my issues, hohoho. everything will fall into place eventually d= fingers crossed

super duper hungry this morning. had a satisfied breakfast ! bought nonya kueh as tea-time snack ;D as well as a packet of tibit in my drawer

last night's gym workout was pretty fulfilling. but im dizzy while showering /= probably due to lack of glucose! grape-red tea with double pearls works wonder on me, cheers

2009-05-18T10:52:00.000-07:00

ROAR! I AM EXTREMELY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW ): first of all, i did not have breakfast. just a few mouthful of biscuits, nah. those are just munches, cant even count as a meal. thunderstorm out there, so the whole bunch of us ordered for KFC delivery and it's still not here yet ! OMGSZX

on a lighter note, updates on past eventful days (= went to loreal's warehouse sales at concorde hotel. damn dirt cheap ! especially towards the last few minutes of the clearance, even more crazy AHAHAHA. everyone shopped gleefully ! im so proud of my purchases that day. more values, more items, more savings !

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ERIC. trip there was fun ! thanks for the invitation

stayover at honey's place /= couldnt sleep. whole night turned and tossed x= AHAHAHA. im frustrated for insomnia, he's irritated with my movements. sorry honey ! he went driving lesson while i packed his room (= im a good girl. went out dating ;D smses on bus, shop around the mall, looking at someone with 500bucks worth of game-card playing at some stupid kiap sweets machine, MOVIE and japanese food for dinner ! WOOHOO. it's fun yesterday (= despite occasions nonsensical bickerings. he is heartless )= dint accompany me home when im whining im scare, thanks ah!

tyme flies today~ just finished my lunch

my anticipation and expectation level is of extreme high. it implies that my excitement level is also high. in circumstances like this, if anything goes wrong, hoho. you wouldnt want to know the consequence/s (:

im uncertain if i should be happy to stay or to letgo

2009-05-14T17:37:00.000-07:00

HONEY DONT CUT YOUR HAIR PREASE !

someone has been saying that im dreaming all along. hallucinating for some 'possible' events to happen. im perfectly fine! merely weaving some hope what. ahahaha

been having loads of fun these days [= think happy thoughts

i love sauna, because it helps me get rid of water retention. love the sweating sensation

that woman is driving me mad, people go __ her prease

2009-05-12T18:50:00.000-07:00

there's many things to do ! most importantly, i have to get something done by next friday. by hook or by crook~ working hours aint as per normal this month. full of uncertainties and many impromptu meetups (= omgszx. these two days slack away from fitness class due to the time of the month! i got to get my butt there tml~

dim sum was good. gotten graduation robe! after much struggles /= humid and SUPER hot weather. plus drowsiness AHAHA

im on high spirit these days !

i believe my days will be better and clearer soon. now im in the stage of figuring out which is the best. HUAT AH ! [=

2009-05-06T18:37:00.000-07:00

finally kickstart my fitness program. been to Jazz, Kickboxing, Low-Impact Aerobics sessions (: more to come ! will definitely try out Yoga, Pilates, MTV, Hip-Hop, Blast and Step Stretch by this weekend. tried out more gym facilities instead of the usual 3 or 4 equipments that I would oftenly frequent. there's more dimensional to my workout now, hoorays. now i feel my muscle aching AHAHA. realised that, at the start of each station i'll dread it very much. gradually till 10 minutes im starting to adapt to it and by 20 minutes, im loving it ! ;D

faithfully drop by the centre almost everyday (= can i shed off 5kg by end of this month ? LOLOLOL! i love the steam-bath. my momentum has been built up, will i slack off after this month, or will there be a habitatual change to visit fitness centre every now and then. (?) ahahaha

there's a phobia in me. the fear is not rid off, it got worsen instead )= negative images of what happened appear etched in my memory lane, i cant seem to erase. im suffering untill the day im able to overcome it

im immuned with whatever shits happening around ! gona be super duper flexible. happiness is the main priority and im aint gona whine my life away. a day without laughters is a day wasted. ahaha! that's my philosophy (=

i have the urge to go trekking and rockclimbing, hoho! anyone spontaneous enough ? d=

2009-04-25T19:08:00.000-07:00

minimum content of boredom coupled with some juicy creative braincells - tadah! shawl transformed into a scarf (: and those photos doesnt look a single bit like me (except for the bone structure), ahaha. im the entertainer in the office ever since chewy is gone

work is pretty much the same for me. just that i have more ad-hoc duties to juggle with d= which means, my primarily workload is on halt. is that a good thing ? LOL

im super duper used to spending my weekend like it is, homey. laze around, online whenever i want, doing random stuffs which yield no result. like now, im yawning for 2981092 times even though i slept til 12.43PM and a napped from 3 to 6 - unbelivable !

it's never easy to organize event/s when you have to coordinate with so many different people. that's why i have lost the momentum a lil for now /= im really appreciative for those who are sincere with the meet-ups, to block off the date and even to response asap. for those who doesnt, i will just strike them off from my list the next time round. my forte aint going after people to chase for answer nor to arrange it again and again just to accomodate all. i need not elaborate further (= people who know me well, knows exactly !

fervently welcome the month of may ! for im going to indulge myself with classes after classes, sweating it out. jazz, hip hop, kickboxing, yoga, gym and etc /grins! i cant wait ~ AHAHA

im pretty upset right now. reason being: im not a dutiful __ (fill in the blank). being aware of what's happening only till evening /= moreover, im feeling helpless. the combination of these two factors are enough to feel crestfallen enough. feeling helpless to see things happening without rendering any effort/s to ease the situation, me no like. and if i know about this issue early, at least i can be there physically to give moral support /= argh. im feeling uneasy about this whole issue! i dare not say it upfront as we might end up having unnecessary misunderstanding. the other party may not understand entirely when im feeling right now )= i can understand that; these are just my emotions (i should not burden him/her) and what i can do best (play my role) is to pray for the other party's well-being. so, please recover soon ya

these days, i have been swallowing whatever down my throat literally. im no longer a fighter. im able to empathize more. not sure if this is a temporary or permanent symptom. there's pros and cons to this /= in particular, the disadvantage to this is to feel super suffocated. me no like )=

think happy thoughts ;D ahahaha! im enjoying the companion of my colleagues. love them deep deep LOL. we engage in funny encounters/conversations. we solve difficulties together. we have our lunch together. and many many more! how i wish, im in the office now~

the weather is bloody hot, omgsxz

2009-04-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

yes, i have my passport renewed ! which means we are one step closer to our oversea vacation which we yearn for d= it's not as time-consuming as i thought it would be. looking at the queue receipt, it reflected that i have 86 people in-queue in front of me. woah! im containing myself from slapping that office for saying stupid thing. like: why cant you take queue number for your friend. how am i supposed to take queue number when the kiosk only issues one queue number per IC -.- bak kut teh for dinner. the water chestnut aint sweet at all, diluted. i prefer eating at Vivocity's or the one from Msia. the soup base is more flavouring (= yummy. tau huay next, i can finish it up without problem. by far, this is the only stall that serves tau huay that i will not feel giddy when/after eating it. im not kidding! i will feel giddy drinking soy bean / eating tau huay. go ahead and laugh /=

while walking along the pavement to work, following the usual route, im pondering on certain issues. decision/s i made today, will have adverse impact in future. that accounts why im hesitating and i hate not being able to be decisive enough in circumstances like this. we have the tendency to behave like 'Chicken Little' that goes around screaming: the sky is falling! i would like to have a time capsule (=

in the midst of reading emails after emails, i felt the tension. totally dislike the idea of using cynical expression/word. totally dislike the idea of pushing responsibilities aside yet power-hungry for other projects. totally dislike the idea of finger-pointing. i have to pacify myself and/or even shut myself for intervals to take a rest from these. just listening to music for a good 5 minutes, walk out of my room to chat with colleagues or munch some honeystar !

sometimes i deceive myself. i live in denial (= i dont like to watch Crime Watch to see how ugly life may be. i dont like to watch terrorizing movies/shows to know how scheming people may get. i choose to perceive that the world is full of vibrancy and hopeful.

leadership qualities determine how far one can dictate and direct. some people are born leader, while the others are born follower. she doesnt know how to lead, that's for sure (= i shant condemn further. okie! tyme to go around the office for snacking and simple chat. before i drown myself further with those mails~

girls. take note of the upcoming dim-sum event ! HOHO. add me in facebook, as i might update via there. alternatively, i will send out email/sms (= shall see how it goes~ appreciative for those who reply promptly and supportive of the events organized. cheers!

2009-04-18T15:41:00.000-07:00

simple day with honey on tuesday and wednesday. eat and shop ! hold hands, chit chat ;D

kbox session with colleagues last night. xiao huang (aka joanna) and me went off first after work~ cant wait. the food was 3.75/5 (: it wasnt as bad as i thought. initially, i thought i will have less than 5 songs to sing. ahaha! woah, thanks for saying that im ~~acting~~ demure. not bad ! now we have another activity on the list, other than mahjong, buffet and movie session !

pretty slack at work these days AHAHA!

feeling slightly ease (; at least im not loaded with overwhelming issues to handle now. i need slightly more luck, so that everything can be on smooth sail (:

im sweating like nobody's business. and i hate the sticky-feel -.-

im blasting music and mahjonging right now

OH YES. GOD BLESS ME PLEASE !

let's pray that it's not in my bag just because i have forgotten to place it in. it will be in the drawer when i return work on monday. please ! i promise to be a sweet, nice and obedient girl. i dont want it to be lost or stolen. PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-10T23:15:00.000-07:00

finally some tiny-weeny-mini achievements. checked some of those to-do-lists, there are more lingering to resolve though. way to go and stop procrastinate (:

AHAHA! today is public holiday, hoorays. and im loving movie, totally. went to watch Handsome Suit, it's really hilarious. and im ogling at that model. her eyes sparkled ;D the storyplot and everything is pretty awesome. 4.5 popcorn outta 5 popcorn ! my companion of the day is soooooooo clever. he knows the plot ! ZHEN CONG MING~

dinner wasnt that fantastic to end with )= the fish sucks. and not worth the price! hoho

controversial issue on giving and taking. before it gets out-of-control, please bear in mind that when one claimed to be more understanding doesnt necessarily implies that he/she is obligated to do so solely. it's out of goodwill that one decided that he/she has to be more understanding to accomodate whatever rain-or-shine. nonetheless, it would be good gestures if the other party would be able to compromise in due time. anything excessive, can be regarded as damaging to either party. i always believe in reciprocity [=

im appalled to read it as it is. it somehow indicates that, i should have mentally prepared myself about what's gona happen. so im not given the authority to whine a lil /= in the past, i would not let the matter rest. realizing that it might be detrimental to us, i decided to let it go by taking a step back this tyme round. it's only the beginning and we are already showing signs of not cooperative. there's many if only in my mind. two main instances: if only im able to contain my emotion at tymes (it's really hard though, i LOL! when im happy and i bite when im upset. im a sucker in acting) OR if only the other party is able to read my mind for why im reacting this way. yes, if only d=

could it be expectations ? from one hand, it could be the expectation that someone should be more understanding with regards to obligations. on the other hand, it could be the expectation that someone should be more understanding with regards to feelings. which one over-rules then? ahaha

there's four issues i ought to settle tml, but the thought of it dread me thoroughly. yet im fearful of just rotting at home. it kills me silently from within. im never a slacker. im weakest when i have to stay at home and just rest. some people love it, but count me out ! i just have to go out, or do something fruitful. twelve hours of slumber gotten me backache and neckache, woots !

gratitutde! i should be spending my weekend wisely. few months down the road, my weekend will be super occupied b= by then i would be screaming for more fun and rest

heehaa! for now, i just took a quick shower and drinking bird nest in this serene atmosphere (= okie. gona be on bed sooooooooooon - xoxo !

sometimes i feel that we cant learn the hard way. we would be hostile and careful with our words when we are not on good terms. for once im gona say this out. i seriously loathe that feeling and it makes me feel weak. why is that so, for im fearful it might be too fragile to withstand the blow. there's a scar within me

2009-04-06T21:27:00.000-07:00

last week's attendance was good, im back at office practically everyday ! and just when i thought i can have perfect attendance this week as well. here comes my cramp -.- as usual, legs wobbly and feeling weak

i have many to-do-lists to accomplish. omg, it's like piling so high. without school, there's external obligations to manage

something is eating me inside, something is killing me inside

2009-04-01T02:05:00.000-07:00

super duper sleepy now. rather than falling asleep, i guess it's better to keep myself awake by blogging. AHAHA what a weird way to convince myself not to sleep and to blog /=

sleepover at honey's place spelled fun. we talked the whole night, cuddled. it's been a long tyme since we chat til we dozed off (= i supposed we slept around 2am. was too lethargic in the morning to crawl out of bed ! thus, i had brunch with honey and his two friends, bought bubble tea for colleagues then head to office. woots

finally movie-ed after such a long period of time ;D although not extremely hilarious, it's still pretty good. we gona watch handsome suit yea~ ahaha

these days i have cravings and cravings d= im craving for chicken ee-mian hotplate. woohoo! ealier on, i sneaked out of office to grab agar agar just because i want to eat. LOL. i wont get caught anyway, even if i do get caught, they wont punish me /hops around and smirk x=

im slightly sleep deprived these days, and my contact lens are giving me problems. argh! i dont really care how do i look like anymore /= these days, i simply step out of home with sloppy hairdo, unappealing dress code and dead eyes. total flop -.- i better buck up

pay-day gona be here soon! yipe~

oh yes, monday was dating day. we went to eat LOR MEE (another craving, duh) and sight-seeing at esplanade. awesome feeling to chill there. if only i can be lying down, AHAHA. it will be perfecto x=

and finally, i ate crabs and man tou ! AHAHA

another assignment loaded @_@ just taking my own sweet time, yawns

that's it for now, 30 minutes to knock off p=

2009-03-23T13:00:00.000-07:00

direct the email to the wrong respondent, how smart can i be. omgszx, im petrified

so-not-used-to it. really, silence in the office. seriously need to prep lunch-box here, or else my stomach and appetite gona suffer miserably.

2009-03-22T11:37:00.000-07:00

wish for health well-being (:

went into office with a surprise on wednesday /= from open space desktop, i moved into cubicle (managers-only seat), now im shifted into a room (asst directors-only seat). WOAH ! so i have absolute privacy, spacious enough to store all my documents on 4 shelves, blast music with no fear of disturbance to others. managers teased that im 'promoted' the fastest among them AHAHAHA. it's only seat, not in terms of pay what ! i would rather my payroll indicates that im 'promoted' lol d= they disturbed me by calling me asst director -.- and they knock before entering the room, omg! then cleaner-aunty also has to make fun of me )= and she mistaken that im promoted for real, before i can clarify, she walked out. pleh

kudos to good food. they arranged for lunch buffet at the reception area. while the rest mingled at a side, i stood beside chewy to keep him accompanied as he peeled prawns for the ladies ! he's always the big brother / gentleman that do all these for us. meanwhile, director came and said some stuffs like: 'he really took good care of you when you are here'. flash back of those memories when he taught me how to do stuffs, unconditional sharing of knowledge, checking what's wrong with me when im not behaving like usual and always treat me yummy food. he's the best mentor that i can ever find. i nearly cried )= he's really good to me. and i hate departure

on thursday, im trying my best to juggle work and preparation of farewell card for dearest ah-chew. sorrry to friends that i dint manage to chat with at msn. busy busy !

friday was totally illegal AHAHA. been running to and fro to get those managers to send me their testimonial on the card, as well as making sure the decoration of Certificates and voucher are perfectly done up [= farewell lunch was at Hot Stones. as usual, he would cook the food and served it to me. then it's the usual chit-chat and nonsensical moments d= again, this emo-mama here nearly cried as he gave an impromtu speech. i had to look elsewhere and think of other stuffs to distract myself, so that i wont cry infront of so many people ! a total of 15 people around mans, it'll be a scene if i cry there x=

i wish you the best (= we all know you deserve better. ahaha! inside story yup. the rest consoled me that we will meet up as usual, so i shouldnt feel overwhelm with it. yes, but im gona have hard tyme adjusting. we gona have mahjong, food therapy and gossip session soon !

i wonder where all my money goes to ! HOHO. im cash tight now /= i need to see money rolling in asap~

coming week is gona be really pack ;D im meeting up my dearest pals - liyin and wanying tml at bugis for a dinner and catch up session. on tuesday, im meeting up michelle for another round of dinner and catch up session as well. wednesday will be for GYM session. and either of the day will be with linda for a movie session. thennnn to meet up with jacky and vincent, probably for dinner / movie as well. HOHO ! fun fun fun. ohno, now im reminded of BBQ session -.- zzzzz. shitto. there's so many things going on

HONEY ! WE ARE GOING HIKING YES ? ;D

2009-03-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

she's getting nonsensical like me. AHAHAHA! right right ? whatever thing that is bad, i teach de! good things definitely not from me LOL. click to enlarge~ woohoo

2009-03-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

vacation trip: checked

email of relevant documents: checked

gym workout: checked

dinner appointment (@ popeye) with yummy bao: pending

dinner appointment (@ orchard) with michelle: pending

spas visit: pending

driving practical: pending

mahjong session: pending

1.5 hours til knock off d= HOORAYS

can you have sense of originality. i loathe people who copy -.- please get it right, those belong to me rightfully. i guess i have to pack and lock up those stuffs, just in case. i control my temper from exploding which calm me down a lil from spoiling my day. if this is one of those pms days, you get hell from me ;D im not an easy target to play with, mind you. my EQ reminds me to chill, handle the case with grace and think of solution rather than screaming and angrying. yes yes, i did it [= proud of my lil achievement to control today

i think im damn sweet -.- mosquitoes love me. mere 3 minutes, bites all over. thanks for the downpour immediately after i alight. luckily a lady offered to shelter me d=

im gona inject more vibrancy into my life, ahahaha ;D super random post~ there's a need to eat breakfast for me everyday. or else, i'll be starving like mad /=

farewell lunch on friday at clarke quay. boohoo!

2009-03-12T23:02:00.000-07:00

honey, remember we gona have food therapy tml. you are my happy pills tml

thanks yummy bao. i feel so much better chatting with you ;D we les, we bicker, we laugh, we grow. really appreciate your presence when im at my lowest today. almost drown myself with more litres of tears, ahaha!

2009-03-12T06:22:00.000-07:00

im exploding, and im gona be exploded

im way too stress to handle all these shits happening around

why am i dealing with these

2009-03-11T20:06:00.000-07:00

i do not know how long i can withstand. the aftermath is taking too long to subside. frankly speaking, i reminisced the past hell loads. it's how pathetic human creatures always look back thinking it's the best part in their life. for one thing im sure, im not sure what/where we are leading to if we are still not bucking up. how fragile [: let me feel the sense of importance, let me be confidence about everything once again. i will really appreciate that

tyme being, i sure endure as much as i can. nonetheless, im reaching the limit line soon. COME ON YUTING, YOU CAN

can we have more tyme ?

but hey ! im like ranting and raving to the air. may god bless me d=

jerlyn is my latest new friend in the office, and she's gona be my closet chat-mate! we have been chatting discreetly d= and im so gona miss ah-chew when he's gone )= sigh. i hate departure. yes, i know we can always meet up. but you know the feeling ? it's gona be a tough tyme for me to adapt. not going to his cubicle to gossip discreetly and the next moment, we burst out laughings. getting challenging workloads from him, learning and exchanging new skills, our awesome-to-the-max-kind-of-chemistry/telepathy. for advices on certain issues. and those kope-ing of tibits. no more of these, tsk. i think i will cry during farewell lunch, fingers-crossed ! im emo-mama x=

let's not think of that, treasure what i have now. think happy thoughts ;D

2009-03-11T13:03:00.000-07:00

expect the unexpected /= went to cut my fringe like finally. impromptu decision to meet up with yummy bao. we have already gave in to fate to call-in for appointment. walk-in and let's see whoever will serve us shall be it ! omg, to my surprise the stylist is T Teo luhs. yummy bao doesnt recognise him -.- and he recalled that we looked familiar when making payment. in admiration of his profession in this industry. he can relate whatever he sees with/on my hair to me without me telling him anything in advance. he is a stylist with character [= he doesnt just cut as instructed, he will advise what is suitable for you instead. he settled my fringe for less than 5 minutes -.- REALLY FAST LA. omg. it's not really as short as i want it to be, probably i'll trim it again

after-lunch syndrome, low energy fueled /= probably i will buck up around 3 plus or 4 ? AHAHAHA. for now i will just dilly-dally. aye, should have grab some fruits back )=

A.D pretty weird person. right now im not the target, let's put my fingers crossed LOL. im still waiting for big fish, somewhere to settle down peacefully, within my comfort pace and desire for challenges. retail executive, how does that sounds ? the offer seems ok-dokey, the job scope darn bored. anybody interested ? let me know yeap

considerably balanced lifestyle [=

i really think thoroughly these days

alrighty, back to serious work @_@

2009-03-10T11:19:00.000-07:00

give work a miss. i was struggling within me. between discipline and well-being /= been coughing. even when im heading to bed for a night rest already, im still coughing. condition seems to be worsen during morning and night. dint rest well. was lethargic in the morning. all geared up and ready for work. but i was slightly late for the train, i guess shuttle bus uncle will be early (these days he arrived earlier than expected) and i dont wish to cab in. so, i decided to come back home for a rest, not to spread germs to others and irritate others with my coughings

on friday, i had a shock. im stuffing all sorts of food into my mouth. chee cheong fan, xiao wan gao, twisties curry, pepsi (derek poured some into his cup for me! forgotten about my bottle, argh), prata house, sour plums and more snacks. at a point of tyme, i was wondering why my hands have the tendency to search for food inside my drawers / beside the com. im glad that im no longer like that. self-conscious, i have not been feeling bloated already. and im determined to slim down already [:

been chatting with yummy bao, ahaha. she's super kuku. cos i wanted to surprise her with my new blogskin, but she surprised me when she blog-hop here and said she saw it already. tsk ! GOOD LUCK in your job-hunt bao ber. ahaha (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIU LI FEN 6 March

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUDREY LOY BOON HUI 10 MARCH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PANDA KAI XIN 16 MARCH

ahahaha!

i will not waste today's tyme away. shall update my eventful activities at night [=

2009-03-09T20:42:00.000-07:00

nope, you have not enter the wrong site

merely changed my template / blogskin. AHAHAHA!

i guess this is just me. whenever i announced to the whole world that, yes, im gona do abc and xyz, i will never do it. i procrastinate til god knows when d= and now, without saying that. oh im gona change. i just revamped it !

same applies to my haircut -.- bao zi and me have been saying we gona cut / trim. thanks to T Teo la! he's out when we planned to cut. and when he's stationed, im not in the mood to patronize. will just see how it goes ~

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bad coughs and itchy throat )= sigh. and these days, im having migraine whenever im in office. sometimes it gets so serious that i cant really stand up / focus. and im really glad that im discipline enough to go work practically everyday ! no lazybones, more motivation

im still comtemplating various options for execution. really feel like sharing these thoughts with someone /= pleh. *look around* guess i have to explore the spectrum myself (perhaps when im at gym, im more clear-headed while exercising!)

let's not complicate matter / relationship in future yeap. understand this mathematical theory taught in class ? factorize the equation to simplest form. for maths-idiot, we tend to mess up this simple ideology. we stray away from factorizing it successfully in it simplest form, making it more confusing than ever. now now ! practice makes perfect. let's not get so sophisticated that we feel as though we dont know the other party actually. instead, let's shorten the distance between the both of us. closer, sweeter in harmony. everybody longs for happiness, im no exception [=

dear diary, i do feel so much better today. i have attained a higher level of intellectual thinking today ;D in addition, my appreciations for all goods-and-bads in life improved. for i cherish wondrous moment better and no longer condemn bad moments as harshly as ever. i believe everything happens for a reason. that accounts why, im able to embrace every single issues more positively than ever. three cheers to yuting, ahaha! hip hip hoooorays ~

2009-03-08T01:13:00.001-08:00

revenge is never sweet

hostility is never triump

grudges is never forgiving

in situation like this: none of us will be a winner, we are defeated horribly. we break each other's heart. nobody will feel good

when issue arises: instead of attempting to speak louder in terms of volume or hostility, all the more we ought to communicate amiably. instead of trying to speak logic sense/s, we have to stop defending ourselves and think in terms of the others' perception (=

in situation like this: both of us will be a winner, we succeed in building a better foundation for the future

i fathom, i practice, i preach

it makes me realise, this is no longer a one-man-show. both have to move timely with the correct pace. only then, we could understand and love each other better.

what happened last night was appalling to me. i feel that the whole incident was being over-reacted. i believe it can be better managed to reduce the negative impacts it had on both of us. just as i thought that we have matured in dealing crisis like this, i was proven wrong. at a moment of tyme, i have a feeling that it's gone. can we ever weather through the storms and whats not ahead of us

nonetheless, there's still a lingering topic in my mind. expectation. how can we gauge if we are too demanding with our own sets of expectation ? im unaware about my overwhelming standards of expectations on the other party. resulting in resentment that im never satisfied. im not sure if im wrongly being accused, nor am i really at fault. in circumstances like this, i choose to stand at the shades of grey. im at fault because im making the other party feeling exhausted with never ending list of obligations. im wrongly accused because i believe he/she has the capability to do so, not knowing the fact that he/she actually is struggling in process without me knowing, and when i finally know, he/she exploded. as for now, i decided to take a step back which i trust that it is beneficial for both of us. i will lower my standard; so the other party will feel better at ease and i have nothing to lose at all d=

my immunity system is low. im sick /= green phlegm, itchy throat, bad coughs and block nose. as though it's not bad enough, my pms has to come at this timing. thanks !! on top of that, my handphone DIED. how cool. my dearest colleague is leaving for good /= i can never crap with him in the office, sharing of gossips/secrets and verbal attack others anymore ! and someone has been trying her very best in agitating me (when i say no, it means NO). trying to contain myself, nevertheless, im still ultra grumpy and sensitive with everything coming at one go. argh

im confident that the coming week will be better [= yes yes

2009-03-02T22:01:00.000-08:00

pretty much settled down with my routine lifestyle. nonetheless, it sets me thinking. do i really want to pursue such a peaceful daily-life ? to put it in a nice term, peaceful. on the other perspective, let's face it - monotonous. traveling to and fro for work, doing your usual ad-hoc activities, call it a day off. that's not gona be me (:

bear in mind, this is not me

caiyuting is one that work passionately and will never grumble a day at work

if im not feeling that exuberant at work, it means tyme to change for an environment (:

despite the fact that im so fortunate to be able to get into this company, that offers me freelance work during school-days which ultimately converted me as 'temporary' (cos i have other plans !) full-timer. however, im stuck in this comfort zone that will not see me reaching apex of short/long term achievements. probably yes, a minor sense of achievement after finishing the project i have on hand /=

in a nutshell, yours truly will be considering job-hopping ! desire for challenges and incentives. nods~ thankfully, my dearest ah claire is introducing me to a new enviornment at _. woosh! effortlessly, cool dude. heehee

to add on, im feeling adventurous in establishing a business concept (probably with the help of dad and elder brother financially). hence, another point to note - i do not earn a living. i have great ambitious and love taking risks that reap boundless benefits. i will just try out every single thing and experience how it is. for the fact that, im really free to venture out during this period of tymeframe

sidetrack. im so suey today /= i dint bring handphone out, i left my tibits&cupnoodle at home and my theory book @_@ TSK. im still pretty positive today despite all these odds LOL

friday im gona have sushi buffet with linda ? MAYBE. ahahaha. hangout with TEP hippos on thursday as well as mahjong session at late evening

3 more hours to knock offfff

HUAT AH !

2009-02-27T03:43:00.000-08:00

OLD-ED ! late night revision sessions aint fun at all. fatigue looks, pimply face, unbalanced diet, irregular diets = unhealthy lifestyle ! nonetheless, it's the last lap afterall. last paper was yesterday, and it marked the end of poly life

projects, reports, presentation, written ICAs, examinations

no more ~

lecky's kind invitation to her house for post-exam celebration ! AHAHAHAHA. OMGSZX first tyme ok. the secrets/msyteries unveil d= milo-the-white-dog aint naughty at all, though he's a lil TIKO. ahahaha! mahjong session with the regulars (: played almost 'two rounds' of it. proceed on with steamboat that lasted for few hours~ thanks host for sucha attentive and lovely preparation, totally loving it ! ahahaha. i love the sotongs ~ sotongs are my all-tyme-favourite, yummy ! chit-chat session at the dining table. aftermath of makan, TV together ! lol. how relaxing

too lazy to travel long journey back home. went to honey's place instead (= thanks for buying contact lens solution for me HONEY ! ahaha. cuddled to sleep, yea. halfway through the night, feeling weird. not sure if it's the bed or the weather. fidget around /: im unsure if im dreaming or if it's reality, honey gave me two kisses while half asleep LOL! annnnnnnd, best part of all. i thought i saw the Letter of Notice pasted near the lift of his block, stating that there will be a cut of water supply due to some maintenance service. so i dint dare/want to go to shower/brush teeth/shit when im awoke the next morning. until honey went out of room to check ...... THERE'S WATER SUPPLY. omg -.- quickly freshen up myself~ to my horror, when we left the place, we read the Letter of Notice pasted downstair again -.- i read it wrongly, woooooosh!

to-do-list

im supposed to get my butt-out-da-house on sunday to settle for my holiday getaway on April. im anticipating really good deals and awesome vacation trip with my lovely girls. ahaha! no more delays yeap

to stock up my tibits supplies at office d= yeap! i need and ought to. for teabreak or nibbles session. from monday onwards, full-fledged ! gona be productive (: yes yes. to join back the big family once again. think happy thoughts HEHE!

to start up 'concept/ideology' that im passionate about right now. elder bro gona be supportive financially if my proposal is feasible [: brainstorming for the pre-stage now. definitely hope it can be a success ! it's worth-trying-experience

application for my future road-path tml. immediately after i scan those documents, no more tyme to procrastinate. MOVE ON CAIYUTING

and one extremely important subject on mind. honey been pestering me to go to skin centre. HANNAH! i will book asap (: ahaha

i will start off with simple exercise regime these few days, together with my two brothers who have been hanging out for a jog twice a week lately. by May, i will utilized my Amore package. ahaha! at least i can prep up now and wont feel ultra muscle cramps during then

my blogskin ought to undergo serious revamp as well. sick of it

that's all for now !

2009-02-21T21:20:00.000-08:00

Valentine Day (: in search of his present high and low, barged in to the shop despite the hanging sign of 'Closing'. ha! there's still customers in there, heck ! bought two tops, wrapped it nicely - tadah! he gotten me perfume and ferrero

had a match of PS3 game. to determine who shall be the one to treat dinner )= i lost. supposed to be at Vivocity's Sushi Tei, end up at The Central's Waraku Fine Dining. yummmmmy food, can be better though!

late night mahjong session with the regular khakis d= three rounds of it, til dawn. AHAHA

back to his place for some rest before going to my favourite noodle stall. remove make-up, shower and rest ! so relax (= usually i dry my hair just any-o-how, he dried my hair thoroughly LOL! cuddle to sleeeeeep. woke up a few tymes though! but he quickly grab me back to sleeep, cute boy ! if i were to wake up early, i would have wake him up with me. soooo he's clever enough to grab, hug and pacify me back to sleep

went out for some finger food before the long journey for noodle ! fortunately, my sister was there to pick us up. 20 minutes instead of 60 minutes of traveling, YAY !

first paper was demoralizing for many LOL! hang on there everyone. heeehee! aye, need to revise -.- yawns

2009-02-12T22:09:00.000-08:00

supposed to head for work in the morning ! stress that im gona be late, diarrhea again HOHO. so i went back home, plan my schedule til June 2009 (:

1. full fledge officer all the way (now im back there more intensively so as to adjust my lifestyle there, after mia from the department for a month)

2. to go for driving lessons in the evening from March onwards (hopefully i can clear off by June 2009, CAN I ? lol)

3. my amore fitness schedule is out~ im gona drop in frequently (note! not regularly but frequently) in May. i'll 'excuse' myself for the exercise regime from workplace d= have told them so !

im pretty overjoyed with all of my results this semester. despite my adsence from class, and feeling that im gona flop this semester, miracles happen ! being able to get all 80 and above gradings, amazing (= many ace and A+ hehe! i guess, the planning stage proves it's worth and values, together with confidence play crucial roles ! hangon there, maintain the stardard yea.

we are feast-ing everyday~ because the demon is outstationed for the whole week, and is back today ! LOL. good luck to my beloved colleagues d= it's really bad when the whole department loathes her so much, that even the director cant stand her ! opps. it aint appropriate to gossip here~ ahaha

im pretty lazy to handle those administrative work for university registration x= DILIGENT A LIL HOR. xiexie ! faster get it done. close one eye an BOOM ! there goes another academic stage x= lol. tyme flies~

movie and aston with HAPPY. really worthwhile night to hangout with, just you and me. AHAHAHA! as usual, we have endless common topic to talk about. and i got her so surprise with me telling her ... and i also got her so HAPPY that she nearly ROLF. hoho! the night was too short for us to share almost everything, we gona hangout soon again ! YES

getting pretty random in this entry hur. im always random d=

sidenote. have you ever wonder if you have the ability to let go when you need to. how do we justify if we should let go. is it true that to perserve on, is a foolish act of man. is it true that having the ability to let go so easily, implies how cruel you are. where's the fine line of judgement ?

im contented with life as it is right now. perhaps with some improvements here and there. nonetheless, i would dare say. im not ready to let go of anything/anyone i have in this point of life. everything/everyone seems to be part of my life already. when one fails, it seems out of place already. im now, in my comfort zone (=

2009-02-04T03:31:00.000-08:00

HONEY HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY !

ahahaha, hope you like the present~ now i can shop for more of your fashion when im having retail thereapy already ! d= enjoy the day yeap ? LOL. behave like a 21 hor x=

2009-01-28T03:35:00.000-08:00

i am extremist. my emotions are upfront, get it or not

pardon me for swearing on chu san

KNNBCCB FUCKTARD SUCKERS

im aware that when one is angry/upset, that person's EQ will be darn low. im not spared. or else i wont be ranting and raving over here right now. seriously, i have never shout out such a lengthy vulgarities before or ever be it in blog or verbally. that goes to show how unpleasant the situation is right now

STOP TELLING ME THAT DU SHU REN IS THIS THIS AND THAT THAT

THERE'S NO CODE OF CONDUCT THAT ONE SHOULD OBSERVE

STOP TELLING ME THAT GAMBLE IS BAD

WHEN NONE OF YOU SHOWN GOOD EXAMPLE

STOP TELLING ME THAT YOU ARE UNHAPPY

BECAUSE IM FARKING UNHAPPY OVER HERE AS WELL

nonetheless, i understand that all these unhappiness shouldnt be involving any of my friends and bf. yet this retarded here felt an overwhelming accusation for not bring treated with fairness, trust and respect. im malfunction for the tyme being. seek all of your kind understanding to forgive and pardon my craze during this period of tyme

today's incident relates more than just a cancellation of outing for me. it simply reflects how reliable SOMEONE is, how trustful SOMEONE is, how overly-protective THEY are, how ridiculous THEY are, how not-understanding THEY are and how justice THEY can be

respect begets respect

i doubt anyone understands (:

that doesnt matter, anymore

2009-01-28T00:55:00.000-08:00

TODAY AINT A GOOD DAY TO START WITH

thanks for being so kind to me with your words. it's seems to imply that im ultra pessimistic that i whine 24/7. just this alone, you react such a way. i can no longer fathom if i should/can confide to you anymore. now a question i seek to answer: can we go through hardships together. supporting and understanding what the other party is going through than mere acknowledgement that the other party is whining, negative and else-nots. i dont need the latter, TYVM [= thats what we are seeking for in life, yes ?

my sincere apologies to dearest friends )= cant join you all today. to those who know the reason, i glad that you peepos understand. after exam alright, we will arrange for an outing together

pardon me if im mia, because im feeling miserable not only with this this and that that. im suffering with every single issues. my emotions are really bad right now. to avoid frustrating you peepos, this ~~coward~~porcupine here is gona hide til she is clear of the direction to go. or else she pricks d= nonetheless, this porcupine here will be grateful to receive messages of concern. she will get back shortly~

CAN YOU GROWTH UPS USE YOUR HEAD AND THINK

IM GETTING SUFFOCATED WITH ALL OF YOUR NONSENSE DOINGS

I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO LIKE EXCEL IN STUDIES AND CAREER

I WISH TO BEHAVE LIKE A HAPPY 20. BUT YOU GUYS FORCE ME TO BEHAVE LIKE A 200 YEARS OLD FREAK

I HAVE TO BE SO MATURED, SO TRAUMATIZED WITH WHAT'S HAPPENINGS

I WILL NOT FORGIVE AND FORGET OVER THIS INCIDENT FOR IT HAPPENED SO MANY TYMES

FOR YOUR INFO: IT'S EATING ME UP SLOWLY BIT BY BIT

THERE'S NO ONE I CAN RELY ON. I YEARN TO RELY ON SOMEONE. CAN I ?

AM I QUALIFY TO DESERVE IT OR NOT ?

WHERE IS MY PILLAR OF STRENGTH. WHERE IS MY SOURCE OF HOPE

PROBABLY I'LL GET ENLIGHTEN AND MOVE ON BY MYSELF LIKE HOW I ALWAYS DO

CAIYUTING JIA YOU !!! NEVER SIGH ALWAYS PERSERVE [=

2009-01-27T07:26:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL ! (:

it's a simple and joyous occasion to me. dad came back and we have reunion dinner on a regular basis, not as though we can enjoy a meal everyday ! it made us cherish tyme together more and a proper reunion meal is so satisfying like never before. wait til brother joins us sooon, hoorays !

home-visit (: saw that yandao cousin again. apparently he is the one and only cousin that i would go crazy after d:

honey came over earlier (: mahjong-ed. we are the winners ! LOL. xiexie da jia~ hmm. im having pmsy mode honey, bear with me during this period of tyme yea ? we both know that things are a lil haywire between us. im easily agitated even over the slightest issue. hehe! but still, so far so good

im worried now. projects deadline spread all over next week @_@ two projects presentation and submission on coming monday. one more on tuesday. a final one more on friday. kill me please /= unsure if i can celebrate my honey's birthday on the actual day. celebrate it on actual day = happy (((= but, i'll be shag and worried for project. if belated, i'll feel guilty )= but at least less shag and projects are OVER. what a timing ! tsk

gona shower. daddy whines that im a dirty and stinky girl /shrugs~

2009-01-24T06:54:00.000-08:00

perfect timing to blog d: today's entry full of visual like never before ! LOL

today's breakfast: Toast Box for Kaya Toast, coffee and half-boil eggs! went to Ding Tai Feng for second round~ LOL! xiao long bao, jiao zi, siew mai and finger food d:

this is the siew mai they have! FRESH PRAWNS (: nonetheless, i prefer those yellow skinned siew mais with orange dot on it.

overdued photos! ahahaha. my chocolate cake at Gelare when we hangout like last Friday ? LOL. not too sweet, bitter nor sickening. the right taste for me (: had a cup of Orange Sorbet ice-cream before this, im missing it right now ! indulge me with more of these~ tsk. SCREW Popeye for their lousy quality chickens, im still uber disappointed now.

speaking of chocolatey. it reminds me of this ! HONEY BROUGHT ME TO HAVE SWEET BITE AFTER A MEAL FOR THE FIRST TYME. warm brownies with some peanuts crunch, together with the chilly rich cholate ice-cream. opps, this is like long tyme ago~ ahahaha

impromptu decision to go to zoo ! im loving random-ness. those two kids were so exhilarated upon knowing that we were bringing them out for excursion LOL! really hyped up along the journey (: you have to pay really close attention to your surroundings, animals all around you~ cant imagine going to zoo with honey ! his sharp eyes gona surprise me with more species around us d: he got sharp eyes, ahaha! we were hopping around from place to place, making sure that we dint miss any of them (: nonetheless, all the feeding tyme and performances were missed ! pleh. we combed nearly 80% of Zoo and eating everywhere we go d: as mentioned, it was a last minute plan to go, dint bring along a good camera so pardon me with the lousy quality of picture available @_@ we dint dress appropriately for this field trip as well, kinda odd ! ahahaha. giraffe feeding experience was awesome ! next tyme round im gona prepare sandwiches as snack, some greens for the animals (: better plans, double enjoyment ! ahahaha.

some really funny encounters. we got a wrong turn while on expressway ): girls' got no sense of direction, yeap. and when we were supposed to TURN this tyme round, my brother doesnt dare to direct as he was afraid it might be the 'wrong' TURN. ahahaha! we were noobies and dint know we can just drive pass/through the gateway /: so we actually halt few metres away from the gateway and observed the taxi beside us on how to get in. we burst out luaghing so loud, wondering why we are so dumbos and malu ! my brother claimed those guppies from the pond as tapoles, he was so confident and asked everyone to take a look. LOL!!!

sidetrack~ these two weeks were hell-ish. presentation week and written paper week. revising and editting = my forte ! LOL. dint really have proper rest ): moreover, im not gona have a good rest this festive season as well. piles of projects waiting for me ! waiting for my mates to send me all their parts (: HANG ON THERE PEEPOS !

shopping therapy with bao zi yesterday. i got a really wondrous grab (: checker-green with ruffles detailed satin dress. comfy and nice cutting, ahaha! a pity that we dint manage to find vintage-styled accessories, pleh. maybe tml ? my purple dress really for collection, yay. hotplate ee-mian for dinner was really nice ! but my stomach couldnt take the spice, feeling unwell at a point of tyme. rushed back home as daddy was waiting for me d: to find him at the doorstep whining that he's worried. lucky for brother to told him im revising outside x= and fortunately, i ace/top my PS ICA1 so i can actually tell daddy about this. lol ! minimize the impact of him asking me why im so late d: ahahaha! he's tooo happy when he heard that.

will update when possible ! hiatus for now

2009-01-18T09:07:00.000-08:00

hell loads of fun today (: yipe LOL

woke up today on tyme to watch Doraemon. quick shower, prep myself for shopping spree. reached on tyme at honey's place~ played facebook which he finds me really CUTE to be so hyped and engrossed with sucha silly game /shrugs

OCBC-ed when he thought of opening an account there (honey, cash for me si bo ? LOL). to realise that we wasted so much tyme waiting when the procedure of applying is so simple. the counter staff was pretty sincere with service delivery, empathy (: headed to have lunch /: tasteless noodles

comb the whole of orchard as best as we could, yay. bought wallet from Guess (: like finally i have a proper and nice wallet after 20 years LOL. he bought two tops. finally, aston steak ! WOOTS. it's really nice. especially if it's medium-rare done, i love the juicy tender bloody steak d: oh yes, i KOPE many brochures today. ahahaha~! honey got to halt my kiasu-ness in grabbing every single brochure i see, just in tyme x=

non-stop nonsense and laughters. teeheehee! im xi shuai today d: whenever at escalator, i'll just stick out my tongue and attempting to lick him. ahahaha!

if there's a finale - a fruit cake or fruit sorbet to end the day, i guess i'll be the most fortunate girl ever. LOL! im craving for it mans

the feeling between us is inexplicabe (: thanks for being sucha wondrous boyfriend

love you deep deep

AHAHAHA

2009-01-16T09:09:00.001-08:00

TGIF - been anticipating man -.- im almost drop dead.

this week is horrendous. ICAs presentation and written test /= both presentation was fabulously done. written test, HOHOHO ! my clique discussed how to do the first few minutes although it's like illegal LOL!

projects allocation to be done asap. clearance of everything to be settled before CNY as well (: no one would wish to drain themself further during the jubilant mood of festive season yea. before the commencement of next study week, i ought to clear some projects gateway to ensure a smooth flow. HANG ON THERE !

im relatively retarded today, my ears or tongue failed me x=

food lei vs footwear

lead vs lick

sob vs soap

and many more~

totally hyped up today. someone said im having fever LOL! since start of lesson/ica im already like that. glad to see aud (: though she laughed as though she's gona choke any moment. tsk~ all the way til hangout session at Popeye ! the chickens suck big tyme. there's no excuse even if the S.Flyers is down. totally disappointing. worst of all, the staff dint served me with my right orders and aint cooperative at all. moment-of-truth speaks it all -.- thankfully for their companionship, it was fun. burst out laughing like some mad woman. it's as though we are not tired at all after a long harsh week. remaining 3 of us, we went to Gelare. my favourite ice-cream hangout place - SORBET ! loves it totally man. usual routine of nonsensical stuffs again x= SPOTTED LTT THERE. he texted me asking if im near TCC~ thought he saw me but he dint, he heard my voice along citylink -.- after ice-cream, i ordered cake ! went to buy green tea with bao zi. leck said she heard my voice along citylink walkway as well. ridiculous~ got so loud ?!

im heading gym tml (: probably hanging out with brother terence for a meal and catch up. continue with my projects progress~ if possible, revise a few chapters for my upcoming two written tests. YAWNS!

2009-01-15T00:20:00.000-08:00

backtrack to sunday~ i met up with LINDA WU. ahahaha! Ding Tai Fong for breakfast, good life eh ? LOL. catch up over the meal was indeed fun. window shop around before chionging back home for IMC report

the whole week is crazy !

beware of who you are messing with (:

today im feeling really exuberant. im uncertain if my hyped up emotions is dued to lack of sleep again d: LOL. my hardwork has been paid off (: cheng praised the part that i toook so much tyme to fine-tuned. glad that it's being appreciated. i cheered upon the end of the presentation. thanks so much to jonathan ! ahahaha. had much fun working on our very first and last presentation (: you have been of great help seriously ! im gona take a nap soon to prep myself up for revision later. tml's PS written ica should not pull me down ! HUAT AHS

alrighty. ladies, please let me know if you are coming along to eric's house for mahjong session on CNY. wooohoo ! anticipate the fun man x= but that is if we are all able to complete existing projects on hand smoothly and not trying to FINISH UP those gross projects during that season festive. once again - HUAT AHS

ahaha. im feeling ultra confident and happy today (: words can pull me down. and im clear-headed of what i want in life

to my dearest friends. YOU GIRLS BETTER BUCK UP ! stay happy and face the ordeals together. nothing can defeat us (: we only left 1 month to go, treasure the last few moments we have -xoxo

2009-01-10T09:25:00.000-08:00

DUSTY BLOG, YES !

let me recall significant events over the past few days (: LOL

belated birthday celebration for lecky. freezing cold at vivocity skygarden~ had potluclk, mini games with forfeit as well as xmas countdown. tsk ! the countdown was sucha failure. to whoever it may concern, please organize some xmas parties man -.- home sweet home with honey~ yay

2009 countdown (: met up with honey. cute enough~ he given me my birthday present so early ! 3 days before the actual. LOL? thanks, totally loving it. went out for western food, totally finger-licking. way better than botak jones. another outlet that i would love to frequent will be aston, tsk~ drools while typing this entry. ahaha! train down to our destination for countdown. camwhored here and there, super hilarious. tsk. he dint send me piccas, or else i would have post it here ! fireworks was amazing. right companion, right timing, right mood = perfect d:

birthday this year was fabulous. thanks for all the wishes peepos ! i love you guys for remembering this special date. thanks lifen for doing personalized birthday card for me. ahaha! honey for accomodating to every of my single request (: YAY. we attended Claire's wedding together. it was a memorable session. my ever first invitation to the wedding on my birthday by someone close, awesome ambience and touchy emotions

mahjong twice a week in a row LOL. we can quit school and be full-tyme gambler already x= school's getting more and more challenging, with mountain high projects to do. enjoyed being in school much more than previous few weeks/months already. hoorays (: my closest buddies being understanding, accomodative and hilarious with me all the tyme *hugs!

was feeling extremely unwell today. a sudden head split with urge to vomit. all thanks to irregular diet and sleeping pattern, arghs~ never starve me, alright ? im never into dieting. puked once in the toilet /= and occassionally false alarm of puking. eaten prawn noodle (mostly soup, veggie and prawns. whole bowl of beehoon remains LOL), 1/3 of waffles and few pieces of preserved mango. wobbly legs while walking along bugis street. felt better/recovered when im in ikea ! when honey trolley-ed meimei and me while we were sitting on it. NICE~ lol. thanks for taking care of me the whole day attentively. holding on to my bags of item, holding my hand to support me ! LOL

the coming week is a battle for all. GOOD LUCK

2008-12-23T09:10:00.000-08:00

as promised ! here's the crappo nonsense we had last night LOL

late night sleeping, tsk. not as though my complexion is good ): movie with honey later ! gona have a good laugh. hopefully it's a smooth day, rain rain go away~

2008-12-22T18:25:00.000-08:00

all these are depriving me of rest/sleep, for the hassle of getting it done. dint expect such situation. as much as we tried our best during the pre-stage, and salvaging it right now, efforts are not appreciated - let alone saying it's paid off. it just sets us pondering whatever the reason we are doing this for is questionable for our tyme and effort. there's no drama-mama scene going on, we aint gona put on any show. inevitably, smirk at the thought that human beings are never perfect. they finger-point when there's blame, blinded from the truth and etc (: we shoulder whatever shit on, and protect the other two sides from thy ugly elements going on. once everything is settled, kudos !

brother terence approached me with some business concepts, ideologies. it dawn to me that what has been taught in class aint futile. fully utilized ! [= and it's really fun

begin to appreciate the pitfall/s in life [= come what may as i will not tumble like i do anymore. new philosophies mould a new perception. i do not feel as depressing as how i used to be when things go wrong. you reaped more benefits from appreciating the beauty in learning from the process than whining. you live happier when you take everything easy than to deal with it personally/harshly.

three cheers to lil nyonya, it's bravo multiply with infinite tymes of excellent d= this is one of the best show i have watched so far, other than Huang Jing Lu. applaud for their acting skills, fine-tuned with the facial expression. not forgetting, they inculcate traditions and culture values in the show.

work was pretty fine yesterday. in fact, i took the chance to clear some academic issues. im gona handle a major makeover on this project that will assist me in the near future. hoho! today im on strike because im simply too restless and exhausted about what happened last night. hangout with lifen later on [= hope the session later does cheer me up. dont know if that crazy bao zi joining us not

2008-12-21T07:41:00.000-08:00

bedroom makeover ! ahaha. spick and span for the festive season, signifies happiness and brand new start. thanks honey for making it possible [= and my parents for the desktop and workdesk. myself for the determination to pack LOL. im suffering from muscle cramps after walking and standing for so long yesterday. it could have been worst if not for honey's massage. xiexiee le !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LECKY.

many kisses and hugs LOL!<BR>

backtrack: lovely friday

thanks to you girls that made it possible, enjoyed the session thoroughly LOL!

late night rush for public transport is crazy

made it to honey's house for a stayover

played PS3 Rock Band 2 together. ahaha, the mic is crazy

i wish tyme stops here.

2008-12-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

stayed at home for 3 days. dint know what took me so long to finalize SOQM report until now, tsk! let's examine the opportunity cost

first and foremost, the 3 days worth approximately 150 to 200 bucks for my payroll ): tsk

secondly, my sleeping pattern is screwed. waking up at the weirdest timing to do report

thirdly, im deprived of social contacts

overall - these three days are crazy

dont dare to imagine what's gona be like for the next two months. overload with more projects and exams ! WOOTS

talking about revamp of my bedroom. im hearten to see transformation but unwilling to shift / pack / clean everything on my own. stop procrastinating -.-

2008-12-17T03:06:00.000-08:00

fully revitalized. ample of rest [:

fullday of work on monday and halfday shift yesterday. despite staying awhile more and even to the extent of skipping my meal with fellow colleagues, just to help out Joan. and ah Claire invited me to her wedding banquet at Swissotel on the date of my birthday. 101% thrilled about it: first tyme ! and such memorable date. Jerald came in and he's pretty much of the same frequency as me/us - the crappos. hohoho ! really love my workdesk, so personalized. perhaps i should get a few pots of plant in there d= ahaha

it's shop shop shop with that two girls. happy was really jovial when i volunteered to sell her off her vouchers. we chilled at Lido/Wheelock for some food and gossips [= all of us got what we wanted. necklace, bangles, belts, and full-piece vintage jumper. happy and ahfen love that piece, got me to tried out. in the end they psycho me to buy it /= it was until when i found a creative way of wearing that piece, then i settled with it. ahaha! let's cheer for happy - her first tyme trying out to shop for sucha long tyme. it's worth-mentioning as yesterday's shopping spree broke her all-tyme-record b= definitely, lifen enjoyed 101% with our presence

clique, please be reminded that you girls are being booked this sunday. from 2PM to 10PM. approximately [= the theme will be: picnic. food/drinks/games will be finalized by this friday ! attendance checked: all are available for the date. further details with regards to who are in-charge of the food to bring along will be informed by this friday. feel free to let me know any craving for food that you want the rest to bring, or any volunteer to bring amazing finger-licking food. for sure, MS SHERRY. please bring along your secret recipe chilli that you brought to my house during the first steamboat. it's really nice ! ahahaha x=

needa get to ikea to get my items by friday. a brand new bedroom revamped by saturday, yayness. im gona love my room, like never before. ahaha

2008-12-11T07:25:00.001-08:00

once again, it has proven that when im deprived of sleep - im even all hyped up. LOL!

first experience: chiong CRM Report

it was a tough tyme - members ill, miscom, high expectations etc. staying up the whole nyte to do the project just to make sure everything remains on track. and yes, our group ace for the project [= ahaha. to my surprise; i thought i would collapse after the whole submission/presentation, i was all hyped up. no sign of exhaustion at all

second experience: ton at happy's house for mahjong after a day of shopping and food therapy. feelin' out-of-space when i reached home, empty and ultra acidic stomach. turning my day-and-night upside down totally /=

third experience: YESTERDAY. seriously, there's a need to minimize SLEEPLESS NIGHT. it's really unhealthy. feeling unwell meeting my mates -.- drank too much plain water with an empty stomach (im someone who cant gulp down whole volume of plain water at one go, mind you!), felt like vomitting. after presentation, super relax. ohmygod. hyperness symptons over the lunch [= SOQM tutorial was another fun session. the cliques uttering weird language, ahahaha! drenched, process, never attention. winks*

did i eat energizer ? teeheehee!

mental strengths [= fathom a brand new philosophy. life's getting better

tight squeeze to honey [=

2008-12-08T12:00:00.000-08:00

Stage One: Awareness

Stage Two: Denial

Stage Three: Rebellious

Stage Four: Acceptance

Stage Five: Corrective Measures

from stage three, im moving ahead to stage four [= yes. i'll be fine soon, hitting stage five ! ups and downs are part and parcel in life - those are just words if you fail to understand the true meaning behind it. emerge stronger when im fine. determination and positive. hehe! seldom share what's happening that make me so miserable, and then the next moment, acting strangely. shouldnt entertain/deserve all these. MOVE ON

strong yet fragile

simple yet sophisticated

whatever it is, there's something more in life. embrace

cooked a pot of porridge. it survived me the whole day d= no one is at home ! with mushroom, tomatoes, potato, meatball, scallop and egg. nutrition meal. teeheehee ! swollen subsides a lil, hopefully it'll recover in two days ? *finger-cross

festive seasons around the corner ! hoorays.

gym sessions, spectacles and hair appointment, here i come !

2008-12-08T08:58:00.000-08:00

i lost myself, unknowingly

such feeling is inevitable. it happens all around. when you take it for granted that it's always there, you never make the effort to go the extra miles. yes, that's the situation right now. silly and undesirable thoughts corrupting my lil brain. making me felt malfunction. always wanted to escape and hide for a few days. nonetheless, i never did. always fathom that standing out and facing everything ought to be what one should do. yet, i felt otherwise this tyme round. it's not a coward act to just step back and shut from everything. but to really give yourself the tyme and space to ponder wisely. for me, i'll opt for gym. it'll be my favourite hideout - for sweating it out as a way to vent my anger, exhaust myself til i have got extra energy to think unnecessarily, and while workout it's the best tyme to clear my doubts

intensive workout from next week onwards [= yes

excruciating pain experienced this morning. thanks to wisdom tooth. the gum expanding, the tooth squeezing its way through. this morning, my face was swollen -.- swell like nobody's business. way about to go out but in this current state, big NO

2008-12-07T04:47:00.000-08:00

tell me why is it so - that i appear and behave so nonchalant

no longer excite me as much going to school. no longer hyped up as easily as before. oh-so-heck-care attitude shown most of the tyme. no longer behave as enthusiastic as before

fervently welcome two weeks term break. shall take the tyme to freshen up myself. planning to get my hair done ! it's really lifeless now /= tyme to do something to it, look refresh and welcome xmas and new year happily. get a new pair of spectacle [= contemporary design to suits my outfit, dont have to wear contact lens all the tyme~ and also, the slimming down scheme! bury myself with work and laughters during the school vacation is pretty cool as well. they let me have my own privacy, with a room-cum-cubicle working space for me. hoho! shall crack my brain in beautifying it [=

ought to behave like a 19 and not like a 91. get rid of worries and unhappiness. have a long long way to go !

my right wisdom tooth subside. now my left wisdom tooth is squeezing it's way through @_@

2008-11-30T05:35:00.000-08:00

day out with honey ! went to Expo, got my desktop at long last. will be here mid Dec [= went to honey's place to see his new set of LCD tv. omg, too big for his room ! 42 inch, way too ridiculous. played PS3 [= it's fun

this week is horrendous. individual report and written test /= doing report right now

i want to sleep in honey's arm ! [= warmth and loving. teeheehee

2008-11-29T07:23:00.000-08:00

hilarious. finally heat up our gear to answer tutorial questions with energy [= it's been a long tyme since we are so participative since school starts. on top of that, LIFEN'S declaration of love in class was another highlight of the day LOL

on thursday itself, my clique was wearing the theme - black / white / grey. called it telepathy, or common/boring colours. during lunchtyme, the whole bunch of us got exuberant with the thoughts of wearing the series of rainbow colour on the next day. hyped up with allocating the colour code [= failure to wear the colour code shall faced with a penatly dare, ahaha. nonetheless, everyone was veh cooperative ! took a picture - sweeeeeeeets. editted the original copy with rainbow frame and butterfly LOL! damn striking when walking along the corridoor.

mahjong session was cool when we managed to clear 2 rounds of it in such short tyme. lack the energy to stay ecstatic though /= yummy pizza ! thanks baby

2008-11-26T07:14:00.000-08:00

doesnt matters at all already [: the only thing that remains the constant is changes. im more acceptive to this theory due to recent happenings

im thrilled when managed to catch the bus this morning. cabbing to workplace is crazy /= work is ultra fun, shift to a super comfy cubicle with those managers LOL! clear/pack/clean my new area. had lunch and gossips, woohoo. enjoyed thoroughly !

retail therapy, AHAHA! my first white tank top, yes ! and a dress added in to my closet. got the urge and desire to grab high waist shorts suddenly, AH BAO ! heard that ? ahaha. thats all for the month already~ NEXT MONTH IM RICH x= til then

ICAs, projects and exam coming up @_@ im gearing up bit by bit

2008-11-24T05:47:00.000-08:00

once again, another impulsive act. sherry, ah poh and me drove off to fetch lifen and kaixin to school. it's really fun to adventure the road, crapping and got ourselves out of school compound ! [= love impromptu act like this, filled with fun

gona do tutorials soon ! today is a good start, listened to lecture attentively. finally learning something, way to go

2008-11-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

helped honey pack up his room ! at least it's better than before. needa wipe and re-arrange his stuffs before welcoming that 42inches LCD TV. next weekend perhaps ? had KFC for dinner and Gelare ice-cream

we were disgracing ourselves on the train. a violent pair of couples !

under the supervision of honey, i got to stretch my limits for doing various sets of exercise. totally felt the heat ! HOHO. using stopwatch to monitor my performance and to perk me in hanging on there a lil more, useful [=

watched the worst movie on thursday. totally a waste of my tyme and money /= first tyme sleeping in the theatre. bear with the movie for a good 45mins before declared K.O. it was a tough fight for sherry and lifen as well. nonetheless they survived ! kudos to the two of them LOL. ah poh slept as well d= that kungfu panda is crazy. oh yes, chill out with panda after everything. fruitful session [=

friday was the best ! really hyped up the whole session for mahjong. singing, cheering, crapping throughout :D

now i have a way to deal with issues like this. it no longer matters as much to me as it does in the past. attain a level higher

2008-11-18T17:50:00.000-08:00

a new formula to stay hippy and happy [=

honey was really quick (impulsive) upon the decision to buy home a 42 inches LCD TV set at the Suntec fair LOL! burger king got both of us so bloated that we got no intention to grab any bites. off we went to Haji Lane. it was really cool. with balloons, bright decor along the pathway. never seen such a vibrant street like this before ! sat at Bugis Parco to chill. the both of us gossiping about weird dress sense youngsters HOHO

im really fed up with the cabbie. he drove at the speed of 20km/hr and not exceeding 50km/hr AMAZING. it stinks inside and i noticed there's no air purifier, thanks

we are a bunch of random girls. my clique decided to have a steamboat at my house after school LOL! sherry jelly drove us back. ah poh responsible to flip through streetdirectory. panda and me crapping on car ! ahaha. it's really fun [= really efficient yesterday. around 7 odd, we were gathering around the table already. having steamboat and watching tv program, commercial breaks = gossip session. the usual, yes

this semester is really horrible. i realised that im lagging behind with all the concepts and theories in class. i ought to catch up with the curriculum quick

apparently, honey's laptop hates me. i cant get access to the net to do my work @_@ tsk !

tyme's crawling today. im at work and it's only 10am. ohmy~

2008-11-02T02:56:00.000-08:00

it was my last day as an intern for the company. on top of that, it's halloween day !

my manager texted me the nyte before /= just to remind me to be in the theme of black for the halloween day LOL. nonsense in the morning~ whole bunch of us decorating it with witchy-hat, skull walkstick, pumpkins filled with cookies and sweets etc. photo taking session was totally unglam

farewell lunch was at a hotel - dim sum buffet ! wholesome meal for 2 hours odd [= it was really fun to be crapping with those managers. director and asst. director were there to dip in with the occasion as well. as usual, im the bold and cranky one to create the atmosphere d=

nervous during the appraisal session. dint expect them to reveal the result /= LOL

needa go back there on wednesday to get my log book settled~ my supervisor said she will write in comments for me ! woohoo. probably i'll get my stuffs print in the office as well d= just aint in the mood to settle down for my report-typing. damnit /=

im ultra happy to be in this organization.

WAY BETTER THAN I THOUGHT

to think that im so emotional and unwilling to join the company

there's no way that they are getting rid of me. 6 more months to go x= im positive that they love me deep deep. ahaha

school's tml /= bad. cos it means i have to submit the report soon when im nowhere near completion. dont even mention whether if i have started it ! nonetheless, it's tyme to PARTY. going to school = create havoc [=

2008-10-28T02:24:00.000-07:00

this is definitely not the ME i want. after the turmoil of recent meltdown, it's tyme to buck up once again. it's tyme to put a halt [= my set of philosophies formulated every chapter of my life. im always vigiliant with regards to the next move, the word 'regret' never appears in my dictionary. it accounts why im holding back some tyme, nonetheless, for too long this tyme round. pondering which is the safest/best route.

instead of practising the norm, im opting for a breakthrough. such tension can be a silent killer /= im going to do what my heart says, rather than follow what my mind says - the thinker is trying to play a role of a feeler now. whatever it is, all these shall be a lifetyme experience. i have to be much more confident and positive than ever

the inner thought of me will stop elaborating further [=

on a lighter note, HOORAYS ! school term commences on next monday for me [= which mean, i can see all my sluttish clique everyday. no worries of going late for classes x= or skip class OCCASIONALLY ! ahaha

announcement please. lecky, audrey, lifen, pohyee, happy, baozi and sherry please take note of the DIM SUM BUFFET once school reopen. time and date to be confirmed [= attendance is compulsory, xiexie. do inform me with a HIP HIP HOORAY sms if you are coming, or a T_T cmi message to let me know. a valid reason is required x= LOL. reunion buffet, please dont be a wet blanket unless you have urgent matter to attend to [=

im 101% positive that im a workaholic. slacking at home for merely 2 days almost killed me )=

my honey is a good boy. he knew that im upset, so he brought me all the way to eat dessert ! felt your love and effort [= *wet-kiss LOL! please pamper me with carrot juice, spicy and crispy seaweed. omg ! craving for it now [= and my all tyme favourite cuttlefish and handmade noodle as well. for now, imma simple girl. right ? d=

im not sure what's wrong with me. three rounds of diarrhea today /= feeling weightless now. woots ! i supposed this is the best way of slimming down LOL

2008-10-19T19:55:00.001-07:00

emotions in a state of confusion. sudden influx of recent encounters, it’s too much for me to digest. nonetheless, I hope I have a lil more strength, a lil more faith to settle any outstanding issues. the imperfect perfectionist trying to stretch herself further. when everything is done, it’s tyme for a getaway.

2008-10-17T01:41:00.000-07:00

it's final. long awaited weekend is here. schedule for tml drop dead fun [= 9.30 for doraemon @ Channel 8 LOL! Gym session @ 10am to 12pm. shiokness, the feeling of sweat it all out. love it ! my pact with honey, right ? ahaha! preparation + light meal from 12 to 1~ travel to Changi Airport to meet up cliques HOORAYS. usual routine: eat popeye, settling down at view tower for sight-seeing and gossips. next event up: chill at my colleague-cum-supervisor's place. they are having mahjong session !! LOL. fun people to hang around mans, totally coolios

weekend definitely a love

2 more dresses up in my wardrobe WOOHOO.

2008-10-15T18:43:00.001-07:00

fortunately, my dearest lover from the clique answered my call to hear my grumbles. lecky was really sweet to exchange smses, great comfort ! though I disgusted her countless tymes with those ridiculous messages x= imagine to swallow everything down myself, holy shyt. I WANT TO PUT AN END TO THIS ISSUE ONCE AND FOR ALL. it's bugging me, making me malfunction. it should not be the way baby

it goes to say: is it possible for two individuals to get together if they are not meant to be?

PLEASE VOTE AND TAG. XIE XIE DA JIA !

just had lunch at Mahattan Fish Market. my virgin trip to the outlet was located at The Central. dare say it's better at The Central since the outdoor scenario was mesmerizing ! imagine dining at somewhere in the darkness with few colourful lights to bright out the background, along the riverbank and chillin' woooots ! that's out of point

hangout @ town. it was fun !! therapeutic, high-spirit [= thanks baby ! im pretty attracted to those cutie lingeries x= and, i have yet to buy any top and the dress i eyed on !! just that my blisters worsen like hell. couldnt sleep on my back but on my stomach, just because my blister infected and swollen. FELT THE PAIN THE WHOLE NIGHT. im enjoying the immerse physical pain actually, im sucha sicko.

alrighty. the saturday's trip is confirmed. girls, PLEASE BE PUNCTUAL HOR. i hate late-comers x= AHAHAHAHA!! pohyee, you are excused. appreciate your effort to join us after your halfday work !! hees. will secure nice seat for you de, fret not~ we will meet at the station @ 1.30 SHARP

2008-10-09T02:07:00.001-07:00

had Divisional Lunch @ Carousel. International buffet [= 3 hours of lunch. going rounds and rounds ! WOOTS. amazing x= im ultimate winner~! now I feel like puking. it’s really good, but such buffet. once half a year or a year will be enough LOL

congrats honey for scoring so well for your first test ! IM SO PROUD OF YOU [=

audrey loy aka slut, you faster plan the outing can. SO SLOW !? it’s been a long tyme since the bunch gathered. once you are done, TEXT US (leck, baozi, lifen, ahpoh, sherry and happy). come out with something fun alright ? please don’t organize buffet or makan session >_< x=" AHAHA." xx=" cycling">
tml’s Friday, fast man. 3 more weeks to school reopen~

update again, til then

2008-10-07T00:59:00.000-07:00

managed to postpone the presentation to this Wednesday, im so pro ! LOL. originally was last Tuesday x= im doing a pretty good job so far. HOPE TO CLEAR IT ASAP~

met up with bao zi for retail therapy [= although she’s freaking NOISY, I enjoyed thoroughly. visited every shop, try out interested pieces and continue to ponder whether to buy. sat down at Gelare for some sweet bites ! the outlet located at Far East was horrendous -.- I prefer the one at Citylink. leck got communication problem can, always misinterpret our proposed timing. stop trying to be FUNNEH HOR, angry with me for nothing. always make it like my fault, RAWR

thanks for your honesty lecky. iloveyou /muacks x= glad you shared with us

bao zi loves bad guy, we do know what to do ! AHAHA

stayed home for awhile before hangout with honey. Mum said im always out /= had a bowl of handmade noodle she cooked, YUM ! happily dating with honey

balanced lifestyle; family, r/s, friends, studies, work, health. that’s the way~ my healthy diet regime officially starts

2008-10-01T21:02:00.002-07:00

damn hilarious when we shared Gelare ice-cream, more of this please !! AHAHAHA. that slut was veh flirty, ohmy

2008-10-01T21:02:00.001-07:00

last weekend was horrible ): in the midst of doing my marketing report. it’s been two months or so since the last project ! hard tyme adapting to report typing, setting in the right mood and atmosphere for analysis. pretty hilarious the way I do it x= because I thought since it’s gona be a mad rush, let me just create a powerpoint presentation then that’s it. honey said im cutting corner b= whatever it is, it’s definitely a good way to kickstart the whole project for me. the course of study and all relevant issues to be presented are covered thoroughly. upon completion of powerpoint, I contemplate with the idea of having executive summary. since I do not have a REPORT, executive summary sounds professional enough. the best part is that, I assumed they would love it than having a REPORT. reading a lengthy and detailed document doesn’t at all sounds appealing~ approached help from baozi, pohyee and lecky. thanks bao zi for sending although in the end, the file cant be opened x= thanks pohyee for your great effort in attempt to help, appreciate it [= soooooo, I crafted out my first ever EXECUTIVE SUMMARY, hoho! and now, since im so smart that I managed to delay the report submission to next Wednesday. It implies that I’ll have sufficient tyme to fine tune everything perfectly (I shall do out a REPORT !). rather important to me for a concrete and in-depth assignment to accomplish. thanks honey for your laptop, thanks honey for your constant reminder that I can do a great job [= I’ll make you proud of me LOL

bao zi and me have really close intimacy /shy. we shared the same changing room !!! AHAHAHAHA. her figure is gooood~ retail therapy @ Orchard this Saturday ya

lifen and bao zi, JIAYOU FOR BTT

im affected about the unexpected departure. life’s vulnerable ): sigh

honey and I going out for arts exhibition this Sunday HOOOORAYS !!!

life’s getting better. fun-filled at work~ good friends (inapplicable for people like lecky and audrey, sluts!) whom I contact with constantly. honey is super duper cute recently. im happy happy happy ! that’s about it [= CHEERS.

2008-09-26T01:20:00.000-07:00

25 Sept 2008: sucks big tyme!

woke up at 7.20 when usually that’s about the tyme im supposed to get out of house to work. brushed teeth, changed into my outfit and makeup within 10minutes. RUSHED like mad to interchange /= fortunately, caught up with the shuttle bus

work pretty mundane. probably because I felt that my performance these weeks already hit the climax.

they really trust me to do all sorts of stuffs ! from really detailed internal procedures, legal matters and databases. praised me for my efficiency, my enthusiasm etc. even offered me a freelance position if im interested to continue when my school term starts [= they are really nice to me, which til today im veh appreciative. 5weeks gone, with another 5weeks more. that fella still doing scanning, glaring at monitor screen and taking MC every week. he hinted me to spare some workload /= he must be crazy or something. im liable to do what’s assigned to me and who am I to distribute workload with him ? fight for it if you want to do more or meaningful stuffs. prove your self-value. not acting like a sissy who whines all day long

today, im feeling much better. probably the overwhelming responsibilities they entrusted in me, making me breathless. re-organize everything neatly, do it well ! yay. there’s an important project that im gona present next week. aimed to finish it by this weekend using honey’s lappy /= perhaps some final touch-up on Monday. HOPEFULLY CAN UH

aud was super random today to date ME out, AHAHA. we can hanky panky without LECKY AND BAO ZI FINALLY. just you and me, just the two of us

honey’s really patience with me. somehow he seems to understand my temperament better [= he deals with me in a professional manner LOL. there’s still occasions when we don’t see thing with the same eyes, yet we can resolved it better than we how to used to be. our relationship failed terribly back then /= he said it’s part and parcel in r/s, a process [=

my entry getting rather dry eh ? LOL. be grateful that I bother to post something. whatever /= buhbye!